okiess sumtin deep inside me is tellin me tt sumtin isnt right...before i elaborate further i shal tank all those tt asked me abt my dad hes doin fine nw n i'd like to tank those who were there for me especially SILAS THE HORNY HORNY MAN! ahahaha tts his new name frm me =) hes a reali nice guy i cnt lie to myself cos i noe i stil lyk him bt i tink his gf is reali lucky to hav him as a bf cos hes amazing has looks n character rare combo...well i dont wana do anitin jus yet cos i myself am nt sure wat is hapenin rite nw so i tink i'll jus let things be for nw and jus c wat hapens aye? bt reali aftr telin silas wat hapened he also agrees tt i deserve btr thn him(curent bf) hottie saed the same thing too n i reali need to tink for myself nw wat thy saed reali made me tink hav i ever had a bf tt was as comited to me as i was to him? dont tink so....well maybe i shud jus sty single until the right one cmes cos i reali noe who i want bt hes wit someone else n he noes he lyks me bck the mistake we both made was not to get together in the first place...afraid of losing tis strng friendship and breakin each other's hearts which i find is totali valid onli everytime hes with her i feel tis pinch in my heart which i noe i am nt supose too...as for him(curent bf) i reali dont noe wats goin on in his mind rite nw bt reali i dont mean to be harsh bt whnever he saes i Love u i dont seem to believe it animore cos if he reali did he wudnt hav saed those things to me at the time whn i needed him most..and he wudnt have pushed me aside whn i reali needed him right beside me n nt an inch further....welll onli time cn tell wat wud hapen nxt laa cos seriously i dont noe wat to do animore even silas tinkins i am goin mad hahah which is partly true n talkin abt tt please people do not judge me by the wae i Look i may look innocent bt hell i am nt hahaha ask the people i noe n thy cn answer u trust me =) aniwaes imma head off bck to msn nw may be goin to god ma's place soon hahah i miss tt dumb dumb god sis of mine hahahah =) take care people

[x] Natasha
[x] 18
[x] tasha
[x] the world surounds me lyk a jungle full of animals
[x] trys hard to sty alive and strng bt reali needs friends with her and one she cn call true love
[x] Add me up on msn,friendster twisted_fate_92@hotmail.com
[x] i deserve more then just words and empty promises..ure preformace made me stronger!

Boyfriend[complications]
be happy
Ben n Jerrys ice cream[DONE!]
strt poly real fast
lol the rest ask her urself
have all the love in the wolrd
I NEED SLEEEP!!!!!!!!!!

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*Ili

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*Bazilah

*syahira

*AJ aka.DUCKY! =DDD

*asiah=D

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*ROY THE BITCH=DD

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