i dont noe y it just doesnt seem like me like natasha isnt just herself animore i cant reali explain fuly wat i mean bt i tink u had tt feeling before rite? like whn sumting happend to u n u normally jus get over super easily bt yet tis one incident jus make u want to sty frozen in time or if possible jus go back in time and wish tt it nvr happend so u wont be stuck in this charade tt u made for ureself...whrever i go i c families happy n tink are thy just like me? we laugh n smile infrnt of people bt in this place we call hme the sounds of cries screams frm quarrells and shatters of heartsbreaking jus linger along the alleys and corners no matter hw hard u try to tell ureself tt its all over and its gona be fine it jus doesnt change does it? my aunty was tokin to me todae abt my family thn it hit me many hav been tokin to me abt tis thn whn i tld her i choose to nt say aniting becos i dont c wat i cn do n thn she saed tis im onli a kid its not my duty to keep the hse functioning well n its gd tt i dont argue much its a step to me being a child tts filial bt deep dwn i tink again is tis reali true is ignorance reali bliss? wud tt reali get me aniwhr i lost things reali dear to me becos of my parents my social life basically disapeared im nt tt ever ready natasha animre i dnt noe whr she went im finding her bt wat i feared most is happening im losing her i may not show it to anione bt i noe theres onli one person tt noes me hes stil the one i love i reali dnt wana let go n wish we cud strt over bt reali i noe we both are still madly in love its jus complications like a technical glitch to a game tis is a glitch in a relationship with the right wires n software i cn fix it cnt i? i hope i cn onli time cn tell my love for him stays deep wit jus a little hiccups here and there i noe ive saed n done tings tt i shudnt have bt i am human arent i? i made mistakes i hav been doing tt over n over bt hes one ting tt i nvr wan to lose cos of a silly mistake cos no matter hw hard i try i cnt get over him its jus the love and the hug n the kisses we share cn nvr compare to aniting else hes fixed in my heart no amount of time cn change it....im so sori i sound so emo bt tts jus me rite nw i duno whn wud tinks take a turn bt i hope its soon being at hme feels like prison rite nw

[x] Natasha
[x] 18
[x] tasha
[x] the world surounds me lyk a jungle full of animals
[x] trys hard to sty alive and strng bt reali needs friends with her and one she cn call true love
[x] Add me up on msn,friendster twisted_fate_92@hotmail.com
[x] i deserve more then just words and empty promises..ure preformace made me stronger!

Boyfriend[complications]
be happy
Ben n Jerrys ice cream[DONE!]
strt poly real fast
lol the rest ask her urself
have all the love in the wolrd
I NEED SLEEEP!!!!!!!!!!

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