heeee im gona get sclded once again if i dont do tis hahaha =) these past few daes were remarcably happier i gues im reali psyched abt sch n all heh n i tink teaching the kids reali help its like u may be so fcked up be4 u get to werk bt once u strt wwrking u forget wat u were angry abt n the kids jus make u smile....i taught a 7 year old british boy and he acidentaly painted his finger blue n he cried saying my hands are gona sty blue forever n everything i touch is gona turn blue....its these little silly tings tt kids sae tt make u reali wish u were a kid again having ntin to wori abt maybe the ocasional mistakes we did bt nting big...i met up wit insyi 2 daes ago figure the date out ureself bt yea i met her we went for a movie and met smeone else in btwn as well hahaha i had heaps of fun i didnt realise there was so much to sae its like we cn tok abt aniting n nvr stop tts the bad part though haaahh....wats weird is we were nvr reali close during primary sch bt nw shes ntings less thn a sister to me i gues as time goes u slowly manage to find the people who reali treasure u as a friend n reali value as a friend n nt jus use u to their benefit thn kick u hard on the ground whn ure alrdy dwn...

i saed tis to smeone a few daes ago no matter hw much someone tries to make u happy if u stil insist on tinkking tt ure life is a sad sad ting thn theres nting anione cn do for u onli u cn change the wae u tink n the wae u live the onli thing the people in ure life cn do is be there for u whn u need thm to n tts basically it..was it abit harsh? or was it a good wake up cal for both me n tt person? n im onli 17 hw much pain cud i hav been thru compared to smeone older thn me...well i hav lived wit so much shyt so far wat wud a litle bit more do huh? n besides i hav awesome buddies to help me thru tis shyt hole i call life n get outta tis place i call home...

and u noe wat cme to tink of it i reali am numb inside like im unable to giv my al animore its like whn u get a new book u get super exicted abt n strt planning in ure head whn ure gonna read it n make an oath to finish within a specific time and carry it aniwhr and everywhr..bt whn its reali urs u keep tis up for abt a week and slowly find ureself throwing the book all over the place and end up nt finishing it withing the date u set ureself to well tts hw i feel...bt reality wise my heart has grown cold and stiff maybe it will change n warm up again bt its gona take a lng lng while for tt to happen tts for sure bt al tt matters is tt im happy n living not exactly well bt im alive so i tink tts good enuf....hahaha aniwaess enuf sappy stuff cos someone jus saed i write sad stuff on my blog which i dont reali tink is true...hahahha who caresss...aniwaesss....

bleahs tis bitch has lost topics to write abt hahahaha aniwaes i'l write soon =)

[x] Natasha
[x] 18
[x] tasha
[x] the world surounds me lyk a jungle full of animals
[x] trys hard to sty alive and strng bt reali needs friends with her and one she cn call true love
[x] Add me up on msn,friendster twisted_fate_92@hotmail.com
[x] i deserve more then just words and empty promises..ure preformace made me stronger!

Boyfriend[complications]
be happy
Ben n Jerrys ice cream[DONE!]
strt poly real fast
lol the rest ask her urself
have all the love in the wolrd
I NEED SLEEEP!!!!!!!!!!

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