Life has been a real roller coaster since the last time i wrote a post here...from sch to relationships..smetimes i reali wonder who im living my life for..myself or for everyone else around me cos rite nw it seems like all ive been living for are the people arnd me...well like it or nt ive jus gotta take everyting as it cmes cos i aint no godess nor a fortune teller i cnt predict wats gona hapen tmrw nor wud i ever noe if tmrw wud cme..
wel for nw im reali happy i found a guy tt loves me jus as passionately as i love him...being with him jus brings back the old happy smily natasha tt dissapeared a long time ago everyone tried bringin her back..friends,family..no one suceeded onli he did..smehw he managed to fill all those empty spaces tt no other guy cud without being tacky and unrealistic his love is was drives me to wake up in the morning and to actuali live..we havent been together for tt long almost a week yet it feels like we've been togethr for years..his sincerity is noting like ive ever seen be4 his willingnes to do jus about aniting for me makes me tear..last nite was the nite whn he poured out his feelings to be and now i c tt my relationships arnt as shitty as his were..the fact tt we both are extremely scared of being left alone and shattered yet again jus brings us even closer to each other holding on to each other real tight so tight tt we cud feel the beats of our hearts and our breaths on each other's neck beating dwn with our own unique rythm it took me so long to finali want to be in a serious relationship again my heart sank whn i met u ure jus the best ting tt cud ever hapen to me baby i love u so much i swear i do =)
alrites tts it for nw imma leave u with a few pics of him =)
=) bye all =)
