sweet avengence

u fill my thoughts,my dreams,my day without u im empty

2010-01-27T20:49:00.000-08:00

Without you my life is empty and hollow..the phrases u use the jokes u tel the sweet ntings u tell me replay in my mind throughout the dae especially whn ure not with me..he makes me tear whn he goes all deep in thought and emotional and he makes me smile evrytime i hear his voice being with you jus makes my whole world alot brighter and as long as im here with u baby imma make sure tt ure fear of u leaving me wudnt cme true ok i love u soo much sweetheart

the words he saed tt made me tear :Your eyes were wat made fall.I gave u my number and u reali did call.We made it through the hard times and tears.I count the seconds tt we're apart.The dae seems so long bt you're in my heart.I reali do hope tt you feel the same wae cos i wana be with u forever and a dae

he also saed tis: ive jus known u for 4 daes bt its like we've known each other for years..probably in our previous lives.whn i was wondering whr my angel was there u came flyin to me..baby i'l treasure u til my last breath no mater wat I LOVE U!!

sme people make these 3 words seem so cheap bt whn thy cme from u its like the biggest crime a guy can make by makin his gerlfriend fall so deeply in love with him..i love u baby i loved u ystrdae,i love u todae and imma keep loving u tmrw and the daes tt cme aftr tt..i love it whn i go hme reeking of u aftr spending time with u jus makes me feel tt ure smewhr arnd even whn ur not i mis u sweetie big smiles ok =D i love u =D

its been a lonnggg while im sori everyone =)

2010-01-26T19:38:00.000-08:00

Life has been a real roller coaster since the last time i wrote a post here...from sch to relationships..smetimes i reali wonder who im living my life for..myself or for everyone else around me cos rite nw it seems like all ive been living for are the people arnd me...well like it or nt ive jus gotta take everyting as it cmes cos i aint no godess nor a fortune teller i cnt predict wats gona hapen tmrw nor wud i ever noe if tmrw wud cme..

wel for nw im reali happy i found a guy tt loves me jus as passionately as i love him...being with him jus brings back the old happy smily natasha tt dissapeared a long time ago everyone tried bringin her back..friends,family..no one suceeded onli he did..smehw he managed to fill all those empty spaces tt no other guy cud without being tacky and unrealistic his love is was drives me to wake up in the morning and to actuali live..we havent been together for tt long almost a week yet it feels like we've been togethr for years..his sincerity is noting like ive ever seen be4 his willingnes to do jus about aniting for me makes me tear..last nite was the nite whn he poured out his feelings to be and now i c tt my relationships arnt as shitty as his were..the fact tt we both are extremely scared of being left alone and shattered yet again jus brings us even closer to each other holding on to each other real tight so tight tt we cud feel the beats of our hearts and our breaths on each other's neck beating dwn with our own unique rythm it took me so long to finali want to be in a serious relationship again my heart sank whn i met u ure jus the best ting tt cud ever hapen to me baby i love u so much i swear i do =)

alrites tts it for nw imma leave u with a few pics of him =)

=) bye all =)

2009-04-16T03:13:00.000-07:00

hello neh nehs im finally back at hme hahaha omg i had loads of fun at oreantation camp ahh i had a few hicups at the strt bt it turned out well aftr...first mishap i dropped off at the wrng stop hahahha n i had to lugg two huge bags frm woodlands all the wae to clementi...bt whn i got there i had no clue whr to go bt i meet afew guys who were also frm ee so we went together n finaly found the place..i was alittle taken aback by the people at first ah bt whn the games strted i slowly got used to it...we had to break into tribes first mine was exy..there was also kings,royal(where my hottie was in heh),astro and brince...the whole exy was amazing bt we oni had 5 gerls tts me,atiqah,li jing,eileen and joey hahah alll hapening people bt whn we spilted into groups mine was called spartans and i was the onli gerl...hahaha bt i had an advantage cos thy took reali gd care of me hahaha..ok thn we played games like wacko,do you like ure neighbour,blow wind blow,virus,tongkak hahahaha thy were fun ahh bt painful n sweaty hahahahah thn onh the nite of the first dae we had amazing race i breathe in flour cos thy made me laugh whn im supose to onli use my mouth to find a card in the pile of flour wat bitches hahahaha and the most disgustin ting is putting butter thru ure shirt n passing it on the the rest in a line YUCK hahahha by the end of the nite i was sweaty as hell,smelt like butter and sweat and was super super super tired..

thn came the nxt dae first half was boring ah we found out our class..im in A21 my class so far boring ah ahahahah =) bt lets c as sch strts hw clas is hahah bt aftr tt was btr we played water games in TRIBE GROUPS EXY ROCKS AHH SEHHH hhahaahah thn came the nite where we won piizza at biding and thn at 2 played concentration haha who ever lost ate peaches hahaha motive of game finish peaches hahaha 5 of us played thn aftr went to macs thn came bck n find ghost n sabo people who were aslp hahahha = no slp at all hahahha =)...

thn came the third n last dae whr we took pictures like crazie and listened to lectures and got our timetables n all tt shyt...hahaha on the whole i had a great time n made many gd friends =) nw im jus waitin for mondae hahahah =) tis shud be a fun strt to 3 years in poly hahah =)

im in reali high spirits alrdy hahah no more sappyness..weeeeeeee bt im stil super duper tired aftr slping at 830 n getting up at 1130

hahahahahaha =) imma go check out my bed again i'll write soon i guess

bye bye neh nehs =)

2009-04-11T22:08:00.000-07:00

heeee im gona get sclded once again if i dont do tis hahaha =) these past few daes were remarcably happier i gues im reali psyched abt sch n all heh n i tink teaching the kids reali help its like u may be so fcked up be4 u get to werk bt once u strt wwrking u forget wat u were angry abt n the kids jus make u smile....i taught a 7 year old british boy and he acidentaly painted his finger blue n he cried saying my hands are gona sty blue forever n everything i touch is gona turn blue....its these little silly tings tt kids sae tt make u reali wish u were a kid again having ntin to wori abt maybe the ocasional mistakes we did bt nting big...i met up wit insyi 2 daes ago figure the date out ureself bt yea i met her we went for a movie and met smeone else in btwn as well hahaha i had heaps of fun i didnt realise there was so much to sae its like we cn tok abt aniting n nvr stop tts the bad part though haaahh....wats weird is we were nvr reali close during primary sch bt nw shes ntings less thn a sister to me i gues as time goes u slowly manage to find the people who reali treasure u as a friend n reali value as a friend n nt jus use u to their benefit thn kick u hard on the ground whn ure alrdy dwn...

i saed tis to smeone a few daes ago no matter hw much someone tries to make u happy if u stil insist on tinkking tt ure life is a sad sad ting thn theres nting anione cn do for u onli u cn change the wae u tink n the wae u live the onli thing the people in ure life cn do is be there for u whn u need thm to n tts basically it..was it abit harsh? or was it a good wake up cal for both me n tt person? n im onli 17 hw much pain cud i hav been thru compared to smeone older thn me...well i hav lived wit so much shyt so far wat wud a litle bit more do huh? n besides i hav awesome buddies to help me thru tis shyt hole i call life n get outta tis place i call home...

and u noe wat cme to tink of it i reali am numb inside like im unable to giv my al animore its like whn u get a new book u get super exicted abt n strt planning in ure head whn ure gonna read it n make an oath to finish within a specific time and carry it aniwhr and everywhr..bt whn its reali urs u keep tis up for abt a week and slowly find ureself throwing the book all over the place and end up nt finishing it withing the date u set ureself to well tts hw i feel...bt reality wise my heart has grown cold and stiff maybe it will change n warm up again bt its gona take a lng lng while for tt to happen tts for sure bt al tt matters is tt im happy n living not exactly well bt im alive so i tink tts good enuf....hahaha aniwaess enuf sappy stuff cos someone jus saed i write sad stuff on my blog which i dont reali tink is true...hahahha who caresss...aniwaesss....

bleahs tis bitch has lost topics to write abt hahahaha aniwaes i'l write soon =)

does it hav to be like tis?

2009-03-12T02:43:00.000-07:00

i dont noe y it just doesnt seem like me like natasha isnt just herself animore i cant reali explain fuly wat i mean bt i tink u had tt feeling before rite? like whn sumting happend to u n u normally jus get over super easily bt yet tis one incident jus make u want to sty frozen in time or if possible jus go back in time and wish tt it nvr happend so u wont be stuck in this charade tt u made for ureself...whrever i go i c families happy n tink are thy just like me? we laugh n smile infrnt of people bt in this place we call hme the sounds of cries screams frm quarrells and shatters of heartsbreaking jus linger along the alleys and corners no matter hw hard u try to tell ureself tt its all over and its gona be fine it jus doesnt change does it? my aunty was tokin to me todae abt my family thn it hit me many hav been tokin to me abt tis thn whn i tld her i choose to nt say aniting becos i dont c wat i cn do n thn she saed tis im onli a kid its not my duty to keep the hse functioning well n its gd tt i dont argue much its a step to me being a child tts filial bt deep dwn i tink again is tis reali true is ignorance reali bliss? wud tt reali get me aniwhr i lost things reali dear to me becos of my parents my social life basically disapeared im nt tt ever ready natasha animre i dnt noe whr she went im finding her bt wat i feared most is happening im losing her i may not show it to anione bt i noe theres onli one person tt noes me hes stil the one i love i reali dnt wana let go n wish we cud strt over bt reali i noe we both are still madly in love its jus complications like a technical glitch to a game tis is a glitch in a relationship with the right wires n software i cn fix it cnt i? i hope i cn onli time cn tell my love for him stays deep wit jus a little hiccups here and there i noe ive saed n done tings tt i shudnt have bt i am human arent i? i made mistakes i hav been doing tt over n over bt hes one ting tt i nvr wan to lose cos of a silly mistake cos no matter hw hard i try i cnt get over him its jus the love and the hug n the kisses we share cn nvr compare to aniting else hes fixed in my heart no amount of time cn change it....im so sori i sound so emo bt tts jus me rite nw i duno whn wud tinks take a turn bt i hope its soon being at hme feels like prison rite nw

its been awhile

2009-01-14T22:12:00.000-08:00

hello everyone hahah its beeen a reali lng time since i came in heree....well many tings changed hmm for a start results are out n well i cant sae tt i'm reali shocked bt i expected i wudnt do tt well...bt i can go to poly so i;m settling for tt...hmm well hav been wit the same guy for 6 months nw so i tink i'm doing well socially bt family wise ermm...i tink theres sme stuff tt needs to be fixed

its beeeeennn fffooooorrrreeevvverrrrr

2008-11-27T00:49:00.000-08:00

elloooosss everyoneee its been seriously forver since i typed here hahaha there was heaps loads of stuff going onn...n using the com wasnt on the agenda at all....

oh weelss the o's are finali over noww..hahha hmmm i tink i changed alot based on hw i handle relationships n guys on the whole i didnt realise tt the one i wanted was there for me all along instead i did things tt i reali shudnt have to guys tt reali didnt deserve to get hurt so bad..i'm reali sori to those i hurt alriteeee....

well i fell in love n am gona stick to it now n forever thameem baby ure my life evrything i wanted u gave to me support love care attention n u actuali listen n respect me baby ure my whole life n more sayaaang...heee i am so sori for being so mushy bt reali hes a great catch i cn nvr n must becareful nvr to hurt

alrites people tts all foor nw a ghost movie is on the waeeeee
CHAOSSS

2008-08-21T22:18:00.000-07:00

The Future...things are swinging by reali quickly its the prelims on mondae...the more i tink of it the scarier it becomes-getting good results isnt the thing tt is scaring me its the aftr...whr am i goin to nxt? wat am i gona do? who do i go to? will i make a gd choice? wud i ruin the rest of my life by picking wrongly?....the questions jus keep poping up by the second...it seemed like ystrdae whn i was this reali nerdy asshole doin watever i'm told n look whr i am nw....i stil do wat i told onli at hme...hahas well i'm gona graduate soon!!!! OMG i reali wonder hw it wud be out there...as much as i complain...i've grown so close to tis place...the classroom...the area...secret places to hide..rules to nvr follow n nvr get caught...i tink i'm reali gona miss it...its the class tt i'mma miss the most..3 years n amazing enuf i am nt sick of thm! haahahahs! well i gues all these things hapen for a reason eh? new place new friends cme by all the time its jus up to us to adapt to these changes n move on...instead of siting n dwelling on things tt canot be reversed...

ok enuff of sappy talk i'm turning into someone i reali dont noe animore...hmmm i gues ntin much reali hapened since the last post...jus abit more crying and alot more mugging....aniwaes it will all be over soon enuf...hurhur fastin month is cming excuse to lose weight eh? ahahahah whn wil i ever be holy i swear if tt dae cmes pigs will fly! ahahaha its been raining alot lately maybe HE feels the pain we're feeling rite nw? i maybe its jus science eh? no one noessssss.....aites ima go mugg nw cyaaaa

2008-08-09T00:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATASHA DAY!!!!!!!!!!

LOL as saed by ducky! hahh it actuali means national dae =) hahaha happy birthdae to u happy birthdae to u happy birthdae to SINGAPORE happy birthdae to uu...hahahha happy 43rd bdae singapore =)....ok i dont noe y bt ever since i got up of bed todae i was so damn excited..hahahas wells nat dae celebrations in sch was uber loads of fun! hahaha most of the seniors in the gallery were super high hahaha hmmmsshhh it was our last national dae celebration in the sch aniwae...hhahaha aniwaes sori tis post was late was half written ystrdae heh! oh ya! as part of nat dae celebrations sch held staff vs students games i plaed pictionary with mother nicole(mrs lim) haha and the oh so dramatic n favourite teacher of mine MS ZALIFAH!!!!!! hahaha i swear shes the cutest thing alive haha my partner was aqilah hahahah gues wat we lost flat out hahahahah!!!!! like 2 to 5 LOL wth mann thy cheat one sia!!! heh aniwaes enjoyed myself alot =) reminded me again y i shud nvr mis celebrations like tis hmmm the parade itself on tv wasnt bad either....oh yeaa congrats to ms zuraidah n rafidah selamat pengantin baru oi!! hahha happy being married damn rafidah's wedding was ystrdae..hmmm nt tt bad lurhs cn ahh...went to ms zuraidah's one todae damn she looked so happy..n pretty oso nt like whn shes in clas siao siao one! hahahahahaha bt i had alot of fun oh n saw the ever beloved mdm phua damn i miss her alot her baby is sOOOOOOO super cute hahaha sooo chubby like bal like tt..heh hmmm i reali missed havin her around she looks reali happy n relaxed nw thoughh doesnt look like shes cmin bck hme anitime soon..bt i wish she wud though...hmmmm oh yea mr mok came oso hhahaha hes the dm in our sch btw hahaha we distrbed him "cher cher i gt fringe ccccc...." LOL LOL hahahha...on the whole the hols hav been gd la so far hav to mug though prelims uber uber near ...i miss him soo very much.....wana be wit him every second of my life..hmmm anwaies tts al for nw will upload pics if i get my hands on them til thn TOODLES lol sharp'e inspired LOL byeeessss

2008-08-06T05:26:00.000-07:00

RAY J - ANYTIME

Whoa... baby
Whoo..whoo..who..
Whooaa baby yeeah..
whooa.. whoa.. whoa.. baby

[Verse 1:]
Yeah you know what this is
You granted all my wishes
And damn it im gon miss it if we fade away
I don't wanna be down
Lovin' you i have found
Girl i want u aroundAlways...

Don't you believe that
Nobody needs you cuz i do
I need all of you baby
If u can see that
Nobody needs you like i do
I need all of you baby

[Chorus:]
Anytime im needin someone
I think of u for comfort, can u feel me?
Anytime ur feelin down or
Need a friend for comfort, can u feel me?

[Verse 2:]
Oh, ain't no need for frontin babygirl i believe
And everything u doin shorty know this
You play a real big part in
Keepin' me on my feet
And i love u so much i won't blow this
Don't u believe that
Nobody needs u cuz i do
I need all of you baby
If u can see that
Nobody needs u like i do
i need all of u baby

[Chorus:]
Anytime im needin someone
I think of u for comfort, can u feel me?
Anytime ur feelin down or
Need a friend for comfort, can u feel me?

[Verse 3:]
Ain't no way ill ever be thru with u
Baby let me know if we can make it
Cuz i wanna be there, baby can i be there?
Anywhere i dont care

[Chorus x3:]'
Anytime im needin someone
I think of u for comfort, can u feel me?
Anytime ur feelin down or
Need a friend for comfort, can u feel me?
Girl, whenever im down i think of u to lift me up
And if u ever need a friend
If you ever need someone to talk toI'm right here...
I'll never leave
I love you

heys all...was listenin to my psp while i was doing revision n tis sng came on little did i noticed i jus kept replayin it until i was done..well i tink maybe it reali hit me tt ure the best i ever had in a lng time...we fight we laugh we cry we snuggle we love we hug we do anitin under the sun together...baby ure the one i wana be wit durin the hardest times of my life cos i noe ure the onli one tt wudnt complain whn i'm moody n cranky instead u'l wrap ure arms arnd me n assure me tt ure alwaes here for me n tts the reason y i love u so much..u reali care...i love u alwaes =)

shes backkk

2008-08-01T04:18:00.000-07:00

HEEEELLLLLOOOOOOSSS ALLLLLLLL!!!!!

hurhurs sori people for the late entry actuali it alwaes ends in half written entries cos i am either to lazi,busy or EXTREEEEMLLLLYYYYY TIREEDDDD!!!!!!!!!! hahha reali laaa keep cming hme at arnd 6 reali drains the shyt outta me...prelims are closing in soon reali reali scared la i strted alrdy n jus realised tt its reali crunch time i hav 25 daes to finish every chapter of every subject...cool ehs? ahahahahahaha welll sori i didnt post abt my trip to bangkok well i tink u all noe wat hapened alrdy or at least those tt asked noee...hahaha..well tings hav been goin abit crazie bt managed to handle thm wit his help of cos hes the one n onli..i love u baby...i loved u ytsrdae..i love u todae..i wil love u tomrow n the cycle jus keeps going sexy ur touch is all i need to go crazieee....ok well to the rest...sori if i hav been snappy lately jus reali tired with sch n stuff so bare with me ok...welll tis update is especialy for tt mr ducky who has been screaming at me since god noes whn to update my blog so here happyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!

2008-06-05T23:10:00.000-07:00

eloss alll ok i'm gona be awae for 5 daes strting this evening i'm headin off to bangkok wit my family....ok well sorta mixed feelings abt the trip i noe i'll miss tt horny man lyk crazie bt i reali hope he REMEMBERS me ahahaha c the difference..i will go crazie missing him while i wory whether or nt he'll noe me whn i get bck! hurhurs insecurities eventhough he saes he will hahaha i trust u u horny mann...hahaa ok the weirdest thing hapend ystrdae i went out for dinner at arnd 8 and went to c my aunty thn i reached hme at arnd 12 thn i caled silas bt my mum was there so i had to put dwn thn i slpt (by acident) hahah sori babe! thn i got up at 3 n tried callin again amazingly he was stil awake! hahahaha =) waiting for me...awwwww horny man! bt he was sweet enuf to ask me to head bck to slp if i was tired bt i passed cos i missed talkin to him =D ok so we chatted thn went online n chated on msn n phn at same time =) onli we noe wat we did =) hahahas wells thn my dumb grandma spoilt the whole show aparently somewhr near the factory there ws a fire or sumtin n she came in my rme tinkin i am able to solve it bargh! thn i caled him again aftr she left thn he laughed at me we chated awhile lnger n he was tired so i let him go to bed(reluctantly) hahh he sounds damn sexy whn hes slpy laaa..he saes the same abt me btw! ahahahaha =) ok i'm reali missing him as i type this laaaa i keep hearing his voice in my head =( bt in ani case i reali wish to speak to him be4 i go! hurhur hes a pig i swear aniwaesss i hope i'l be able to hav fun cos i noe i'l reali miss him...hahaha weeee ok its 3.16pm nw i caled him at 3 and he is finali awake! ahahah yay!!!! ok omg! i've been yaping abt him frmt he strt of this post hahahah wat is hapening to me! aniwae i gtg change soon hurhur i duno y i am soo reluctant to go...haish aniwaes i gtg nw c u all whn i get bck =)

2008-06-03T23:32:00.000-07:00

okiess sumtin deep inside me is tellin me tt sumtin isnt right...before i elaborate further i shal tank all those tt asked me abt my dad hes doin fine nw n i'd like to tank those who were there for me especially SILAS THE HORNY HORNY MAN! ahahaha tts his new name frm me =) hes a reali nice guy i cnt lie to myself cos i noe i stil lyk him bt i tink his gf is reali lucky to hav him as a bf cos hes amazing has looks n character rare combo...well i dont wana do anitin jus yet cos i myself am nt sure wat is hapenin rite nw so i tink i'll jus let things be for nw and jus c wat hapens aye? bt reali aftr telin silas wat hapened he also agrees tt i deserve btr thn him(curent bf) hottie saed the same thing too n i reali need to tink for myself nw wat thy saed reali made me tink hav i ever had a bf tt was as comited to me as i was to him? dont tink so....well maybe i shud jus sty single until the right one cmes cos i reali noe who i want bt hes wit someone else n he noes he lyks me bck the mistake we both made was not to get together in the first place...afraid of losing tis strng friendship and breakin each other's hearts which i find is totali valid onli everytime hes with her i feel tis pinch in my heart which i noe i am nt supose too...as for him(curent bf) i reali dont noe wats goin on in his mind rite nw bt reali i dont mean to be harsh bt whnever he saes i Love u i dont seem to believe it animore cos if he reali did he wudnt hav saed those things to me at the time whn i needed him most..and he wudnt have pushed me aside whn i reali needed him right beside me n nt an inch further....welll onli time cn tell wat wud hapen nxt laa cos seriously i dont noe wat to do animore even silas tinkins i am goin mad hahah which is partly true n talkin abt tt please people do not judge me by the wae i Look i may look innocent bt hell i am nt hahaha ask the people i noe n thy cn answer u trust me =) aniwaes imma head off bck to msn nw may be goin to god ma's place soon hahah i miss tt dumb dumb god sis of mine hahahah =) take care people

2008-06-03T03:15:00.000-07:00

I AM SORI PAPA...

i am reali sori papa(dad)....ok well ystrdae reali sumtin reali horid happend well worst of them all was my dad met with an accident on his motorbike on the wae to work and it was my fault...ok i'm nt gona sae everything here bt if u all wana noe more jus buzzz me on msn n i'll share it wit u guys aite..well i can onli sae tt i was guilty la bt i dont noe y i didnt cry hahaha HANDPHONE CONFISCATED for now so dont sms me aite i'll call u guys if theres a need too sad thing wass whn all tis hapend he was no whre to be found...he was pised n angry n msged sum reali crude stuf to me la which i found was unfair cos even if u were angry at me for leaving jus lyk tt it doesnt giv him the right to let go his anger lyk tt and it doesnt mean he can sae tt he nvr loved me be4 cos i noe its nt true and u noe it too cos if u didnt u wudnt hv caled n saed sori tis morning bt i mean its rreali nt fair cos i didnt consider the reasons for me leaving my freaking dad is lookin for me!!!! if he found me wit u it wud be even worse so i was actuali protectin u frm harm frm my own dad so apreciate it ok...i love u so much n it wud reali kill me if u left cos i reali wana make u the one n it will onli show if u stay by me thru thick n thin i forgive u baby onli cos i reali love u n hav faith in us soo yea i'm sori if i made u doubt my love for u bt tt is up to u to decide whether or nt u tink i am true to u all i cn do is tel u bt its up to u to believe me ok n i reali hope u do cos it will reali mean alot to me baby i love u so much ure my life baby u dont noe hw hurt i was whn u saed all tt ystrdae baby cos reali i cnt stand being awae frm u huging u gives me the greatest sense of pleasure n acomplishment onli cos ure the onli one i cn tink of in the dae n ure the one i dream of at nite =) thers nthin much left for me to do except to figure out hw to face my dad again i reali dont noe hw to look at him animore its reali damn weird btwn us rite nw i dont noe if i shud sae sori or ignore everythin n jus let time take its place...well jus hav to wait n c yea....aniwaes i gotta study noww sooo yeaa enjoy wats left of the june holidaes people

2008-05-29T03:18:00.000-07:00

hurhurs NAT's sick again =(ok soo sori my dear 4e1 for nt goin to bbq todae had tuition n all sori babes i didnt mean to be rude or anitin i love u all alot ok.....(squirms guilt consionsly) excuse the spelin please hav nvr n wil nvr be gd at spelin weird though comsiderin the fact tt i lyk to write haha yes yes retarded i noee...cme to tink of it whn do u reali get people complimenting u or ure writing ok lately i've been complimented quite abit bt its nice to noe tt its alwaes been the same person hahah mainly cos hes the one i love n pledge to be wit alwaes n forever =) a second awae frm him feels lyk a whole hour honestly ok maybe ure tinkin tt i'm jus saying this for the sake of saying bt seriously i am nt la i reali miss being in his arms...being huged tight n kissed by him alwaes a pleasent feeling =) ok todae was kinda of a rush dae supose to meet him oso bt he cudnt last min so change to tmrw hahah! the funniest thing hapend last nite ok la i admit la it was my bad la ok it was lyk tis we were on the phn for abit at arnd 10 plus thn i was fixing my bedsheets n all n he was out plaeing pool which i mistook for swiming pool ahahaha ok thn he saed he'll msg thn i cal bck thn i saed "mmmm..." thn end the call ahaa i reali mised him tt time!!!!!! thn aftr tt i waited thn slowly my eyes began to close ahahahaha n u noe wat hapend nxt it was abt 1045 i fell aslp BAHAHAHH thn he msged me lyk 8 times n caled 5 times i onli noticed at 1220 am ! ahahaha tis was the last sms he saed "Bi plz reply me,i'm very worried tt u nv called or msgd me bi i dun wana lose a swt n nice gerl lyk u baby,i wont be slpin till u call or msg me bi :( " awwwwwwwwww ssooooo cuteeee hahahaha i realised oni thn n i caled him n he was lyk super hapy laaa it reali made me feel very gd as in lyk i noe he reali loves me n wud do anitin to make sure i am safe n wud do anitin to hear my voice be4 he goes off to bed...

ok i am sori post ends here for now i hav to go to aunty's hseeeee cya babes n dudes love u all bt i love my baby more =)

2008-05-27T01:07:00.000-07:00

OH MY BLODY MOTHER FCKING GOD LA!!!!!!!!!! todae was SMO(Singapore Math Olympiad)
DAMN all the questions lyk so wtf! nw i noe y people get abit whacked up in their heads whn thy get to uni its either they take math in uni or thy are jus plain crazie ahahaha =D no offence man bt reali wth i didnt even noe those kinda questions exsisted damn it! so many numbers X,Y,Z and A,B,Cs wth man i nearly died doing the paper n its nt cos i lack brain power ok!!!!!!!! the gerl beside me slpt ok! and the aircon was sooooo cold my hairs were standin! i swear haha okok enuf drama all in all i tink if i were to get at least onew sum right i'll rejoice =)...erm the SMO was main event of the dae bt thn thers sumtin else tt hapend aftr SMO ok cos we all had to make our own wae bck n all la so i lyk waited for ili,syaf,asiah,nad n aziz thn we all went off together DAMN the journey was lng frm NUS take bus to bouena vista mrt thn take mrt to jurong east interchange thn whn we reached bukit batok 2 guys n a gerl came in ah....thy were indian thn i turned to look again n it was SILAS!!!!!!!!!!! hahah ok sori u guys dont noe him bt we almost hapened bt didnt cos of some issues bt stil we're tight (i mean close friends) and we chat n all so i saw him n its either he didnt noe or he was shy bt he didnt talk to me bt hes FINE i tel u FIINNEEEE hahahah n his cousin aint tt bad too bt dont get me wrng i may look at many bt i love one n tts my BABY no one cn replace him the sweetest thing in my life =) todae i woke him up wit an sms cos i kept him up ystrdae heh =P n he had to work todae so yea =) i miss hiim alot!!! haven spoken to him yet! niwaes i hav a half n hour more to endure he finishes at 7 WEEEEEE.....ok wel overall todae was an ok dae best part was seein SILAS the hot asshole hahah no wander tt r***** wilin to strip for him lyk tt haha freaking SLUT man tt bitch disgrace to the women race! aniwaes i wana go emo nw hahah emo n miss my bf more than ever hahaha =X

the rain cmes trickling dwn the window pane i hear it go pitter paater against the glass i look arnd in search of u to hold n keep me warm thru the rain...in tt moment u pick me up frm behind n kiss me on the forehead n whisper "ure the one i love baby" =D i miss u darling! muacks
I LOVE U

WEEEEEEEEEE shes blody hapy

2008-05-25T23:46:00.000-07:00

WEEEEEEEEE todae was the dae!!!!! haha todae was mt o lvl i am reali hapy wit the paper i mean the letter lyk cikgu go thru be4 TANK GOD I WAS PAYING ATTENTION ahahah =D ok i am lyk a crazie retard todae smiling all the wae almost laughin to myself ahaha certified retarded bitch! LOL ok over reacting i dont noe la i'm jus reali fckin hapy la hahaa ok last nite was a total opp of todae i was so nervous i swear i was literaly cryin on end it was abt 9 whn i strted to cry thn i tried callin him bt his friends picked up n strted to fck arnd i abruptedly ended the call ( i noe i noe bitch much!) bt i was cryin bahhh..ok thn at abt 11 he msged me n asked me to call him so i caled by thn the crying subsided bt whn i talked if strted again he was sorta shocked n concerned at the same time which i found reali reali sweet...he didnt want to tel me tt he was stresed too becos he has dance at mediacorp todae GOOD LUCK BABY! alwaes there for no matter wat! u'll alwaes be my shining star! ok continueing...aftr he calmed me dwn n all he asked me to slp QOUTE : ' baby dont wori u cn do i noe u cn i'm alwaes here praying for u..baby u shud get some slp i'll msg u in the mornin to get u up ok baby i love u alwaes!" =D tt was wat he saed to me =) so i listened to him n offed the tv n all thn slpt thn i was as alwaes woken up by a msg by him " bi all the best for ure exam..good luck my baby n good morning =)" i jus smiled n cudnt reply cos ppd LOW hah bt top up ler =) wells i'm reali hapy todae i dont tink anitin cn spoil it todae cos i jus realised hw much he loves me n it makes me feel reali gd =)

wells finali talked to ducky again the bigest selenger bacin ever! hahah i missed him so much tt stupid arse had so many things to update him with tank god his game was dwn =X ahahaha dont kill me =) ure by far the best bud anione cud ask for i swear aha =) wuokies i wana go slack sumore cos i reali miss him nw!

i'd gladly take u whrever i go hold u n kiss u nt caring one bit abt the rest watching us cos in my world ure the onli one i wana love n be wit till the very last dae i live baby my love is for u n onli u theres nthin u need to wory abt cos i'll nvr leave u for the world baby onli cos ure my life n the reason i'm breathin n smiling everydae

I LOVE U BABY!

u'll alwaes be my baby

2008-05-23T03:44:00.000-07:00

helos everyone reali reali feeling a mad rush rite nw many things are confusing me rite now bt one thing is for sure i'd alwaes be here for u n i'll alwaes be the princess u've wanted for life baby =D

and the sng for the week is MR DAVID COOK's ALWAYS BE MY BABY! cos u'll alwaes be my baby =DD

We were as one babe

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free

So I'm letting you fly

Cause I know in my heart babe

Our love will never die, no!

You'll always be a part of me

I'm a part of indefinately

Girl you don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my... my baby

You'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)

I'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)

Girl don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)

Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on (and we will linger on)

Time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)

No way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)

Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

my dearest i'l alwaes love u jus the wae u are no more no less baby!ok well these few daes has pretty much been the same stressin out over stupid malay hury up over n i'll be the first to jump for joy i swear! i reali hope i cn achieve my target wel watever it is i reali hav been puting in effort lately n even if i dont achieve my target i'd be satisfied cos i noe i tried =) well nw all i need to do is pray to god for al HIS blessings and hope tt no one curses me at this point cos reali i wana get tis al over! I cant help bt MISS MY BABY!

i love him alot! =D ok wells nw i live for my BOOKS my PARENTS and my BELOVED! =D haha ok i've been smiling too much so unlike the emo me bt i cant help it his rubbish jus makes me smile ahahaha...ok well todae in sch was hecka boring ah did malay the whole freakin dae bt intensive was fun ahah damn hw cn one be so dumb as to answer comprehension questions wit champions league ahahahah dumb ass bt entertained me for abit so yea hahahaha =D was supose to meet him todae bt thn i finished late so changed it to tmrw IMY! haha i tink rite he cn pick out my whole wardrobe alrdy sial hahaha =) well i tink i am finali smiling again been awhile since i sustained a smile thru out the dae reali glad things are strting to clear up again i promise i'l sty true to u baby! =)

pick me up and take me into ure arms..kiss me n tel me tt i'm ure one n onli princess..i'd kiss u bck and whisper to u teling u i love u all thru the dae i rest on ure chest thn finali i fall into a warm and deep slp in ure arms cos ure the one i feel safe with ure the one i want to love ure the one i wana be wit baby =D muacks

I LOVE U!

mother tongue drives me nuts! my patience is reali wearing thin

2008-05-18T00:52:00.000-07:00

helo al soo very sori for the late update been reali busi wit testimonials,EXAMS(mother fckin things they are),DSA&DPA stuff...mannnn theres so much hassel waste of my freakin time!

bt sadly i hav no choice do i? hmmmm...ok nw i hav round abt 7 more daes to MT o lvl errrr i reali dont noe hw i feel rite nw i've been revising bt somehow i dont feel its much of a use bt i shud jus carry on for the last few daes aye? hurhurs bored to death at hme...aniwaes i learnt 2 new sngs on the drums ystrdae happy birthdae (click five) and EMPTY yay! hahaha okies weell tt is pretty much all for the new stuff tt hapend

i'm finali smiling again! somewher somehow sumtin inside me tells me tt i hav found wat i've been searchin for or at least it found me =) bt i dont noe if its for real yet bt i am reali hapy wit the turn out of things..though abit twisted still all good cos i reali liked wat i got from it all =) tt is btwn me n the thing i got! ahahahaha ok tis post doesnt sound rite.,,,niwaes i gtg stdy again sadly oh n the pics were taken randomly ahaah i was bored so yeaaa =)))))

I LOVE AHEM AHEM! =D

2008-05-10T23:17:00.000-07:00

Heys LOL i noe i noe i jus posted bt i cnt help it i jus came acros sumtin reali nice online

CAN U LOVE ME FOR ME?

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that I am true and true
Can you love me with my imperfections?
Can you see me as I am and not as what you want me to be?

Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that makes mistakes and speaks without thinking
Can you love me even when I am unreasonable?
Can you see me as I am and not for the Angel you seek?
Can you ever love me for me?
For the me that cries when a stranger child is hurt
Can you love me when I am sad without me having a reason to be?
Can you see me as I am not as what I once was?
Can you ever love me for me?

will u be able to do tt for me? wil u be the knight tt saves me frm the castle deep in the woods?
i yearn to be loved n to love ure all i seek in tis dark and twisted world ure the onli one tt cn make me smile and feel like the princess i alwaes wanted to be...please stop doing this whn u noe u cant love me for me and u cant take the fact tt change is evident in evryone...

empty.....

2008-05-10T21:10:00.000-07:00

lyrics to empty...

VERSE 1:
Tried to take a picture Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her That much
I want to fill this new frame....But its empty
Tried to write a letter In ink Its been getting better I think
I got a piece of paper....But its empty....Its empty

CHORUS!
Maybe we're trying Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts
We're empty

VERSE 2:
And I've even wonder
If we Should be getting under These sheets
We could lie in this bed....But its empty...Its empty

CHORUS!
Maybe we're trying....Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts
We're empty......
Oh oh Oh oh...
Oooooh.....
Oh oh Oh oh
Maybe we're trying....Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart......
Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts
We're empty.....We're empty .....We're empty

END...

heys all....curent sng i am adicted to is tis heh i noe its kinda old bt the sng is reali nice...the lyrics are reali gd too though thier abit repeated bt they make alot of sense and suits my mood these daes....sigghhhhh.....weeelll mid years again nt evrythin went as expected well i reali dont noe wat else to do alrdy bt jus continue muggin mother toungue is in lyk less then 2 weeks =/ afraid yet worried yet a part of me jus reali wants to giv up i've been tryin so hard bt nthin seems to be workin out for me...life jus went topsy turvy aftr the last break up....i dont noe y bt life jus went dwnhil since then nthin has been happy except for my family...its mummy's dae todae...i made breakfast for her an omelet, toasts,pancakes and her favourite coffee =) haha and got a bouquet of roses for her mannn BANKRUPT FOR THE REST OF THE MONTH! hha bt it's all worth it cos i love my mumy and i noe she spent much much much more to raise me =) I LOVE U MUMMY! haiiiiizzzz....okies continuein been reali edgy also lately..hmmm i'm sori to those who were the victim of this edgyness hahaha bt i reali cnt control it so i dont mean to snap at u...

okies another one of my creations heh buding poet =/ hahah
the sun begins to set and the evrythin comes to a stand still the only ones movin are u and me i watch u puzzled amongst the frozen people i walk closer and closer to u but somehow u stil cnt c me until u hear the soft cries of my heart u stop and turn bt then its all too late...jus too late nthin can replace tt place u made in me u became a part of me in less than 2 daes and u left me in minutes..i noe i want u bt i'l nvr get u....

THATS ALL FOR NOW DEAR READERS =D I LOVE AL OF U

AND ITS THE END

2008-05-05T20:56:00.000-07:00

Heloo everyone yes yes i am bck!! ahahahah well at least i am smilin todae cos the papers are finali over! 3 weeks man 3 freakin weeks i nearly died stdyin reali reali drains alot of energy outta u bt alls at peace now untilll the PRELIMS arrive hmmshh i'm exhausted aftr the papers haha and omgomg i was almost late for sch todae HOOORAAYYY FOR MY MUMMY bahhaaha tank god she was up to wake me up ok laaa the alarm rang bt i being lazi and itchy handed (makes no sense) haha snoozed it and went snoring off again hahah! i was soo tired laaa...aiya i actuali slpt at 1048 btt bt btt ahem ahem gt msg frm people at 1148 haha ok picture tis..the aircon on at full blast as in lowest temp and then curling up in tt warm n comfy bed with the blanket over u now tel me wud u want to get up? hah obviously nt..howeverrrrr i left my phn under my pillow and got a freakin shock whn it vibrated laa wth! nearly swore bt hah composed myself cos i was stil lyk a zombie...hahaha okies then it lasted til lyk 1208? thn i was sorta lyk half awake alrdy..bt doozed off again hahaha i noe i noe PIG i was tired laaaa hahha then it was lyk goin to 650am mum came burstin into my rme and went OIE NO EXAM AH! WAN GET ZERO AH! HAAHAH dont wish to sae her last sentence hahahahah bt yea so got up rushed all over the place thn raaan out of the door and reach sch exactly 705am! wooot wooot power or wat huh? ahahahah i soo love myself..LOLS niwaes last two papers were errrrrrrrr ok laaa hahaha nthin much i cn sae though..haha mainly cos lyk i was so slpy durin the paper...haaha

burghh tmrw no sch bt damn sian..hai gd side imma slp my ass off and maybe either go sentosa on my own orrrr join the rest i gt no clue or maybe jus be a pig and sty hme all dae hahahhahaa ok if i go out promise to post pics ok! hahaha ok curently on msn again complainin to ducky as usual iritatin him in class sori man pls dont kill me ahahhahahah talkin to roy also and nt forgetin asiah ahahhaaah lyk some contest ok rite nw i reali miss goin for drama i dnt noe y bt i reali miss bein wit all of them hahah i LOVE actin hahahahahah and being stupid tts my forte hahahahha oh n nt forgetin LOUD ahahahahahah ok i'm all outta wordss...hahhaa

came up wit tis on my own.....all curled up in the corner i stare at the walls surroundin me..its as if thy can speak remindin me tt the world is a huge battlefeild with many many obstacles...in my daze footsteps creep behind me...warm soft hands hold my shoulders and i feel a soft kiss on my cheeks..u cme dwn beside me and hold me tight and whisper i love u and onli u forever..u stare me in the eyes..lift my chin lightly and kiss me lyk u've nvr kissed anione be4....whn will u be ther for me? whn wil u tel me u love me lyk u've nvr loved anione else ?

ponderssss

wats hapenin?

2008-05-05T00:06:00.000-07:00

me and bhadshah =D best cousin u cn ever ask for so is begum!

heh tts mee!! WIT NEW HAIR ok nt so new since strt of the year

Yooosss heh ducky changed my skin 4 me hoooooraaayyy ahahhaa ty soo much ducky u saved many eyes hahaha =D and u wont hav to complain nimore ahahahhaah =DD okies rite now i hav officialy been slackin thruout the dae hah! i've been on msn the whole dae talkin to many people ROY the bitch jus came on hahahah U SLUT hahaha....ducky went for a nap thus leavin me behind talkin to someone ;) he noes who he is heh x) ok wth am i sayin hahahah i'm jus plain bored rite nw i hav a whole load of stdyin to do bt i jus dont feel lyk doin it its jus sooo i duno tiring? its the last 2 papers tmrw JIA YOUS my darling 4e1 we cn make it..i tink? aahaha anihwsss i hav been listenin to the sng on my page take a bow..i tink it reali relates well to me and the situation i am in rite nw lines tt reali strike me are " i gave u love and all u gave me was pretenseee..."and "i deserve more then empty words and promises"..."like a star u played it all so welll"...nvr sae forevr if u intend to break hearts nvr sae u'll be ther whn u noe u wont nvr take her hand and whisper tt u love her with all ure heart whn u noe one dae u'll let go of it and nvr touch her heart evr again...be true consider her feelings dont rush into things cos thy nvr work out....all i can do now is wait for my true love to cme for me =D

okies till tmrw then evryone tc NITESSSS

LOADS OFF LOVE

humans! complex beings

2008-05-04T03:22:00.000-07:00

hey all sori for nt postin i needed space to tink and alot

hapend lately sooo yeaaa...ok i tink humans are reali reali

complex beings thy cn nver be sure of their feelings or wat

thy sae...ok picture tis a person gets to noe u and ok sorta

flirts wit u and thn goes and saes ure like a star tt hes

reachin out for and wud gladly make u his wife

forever..sweet aint it? i noe first reaction wud be awwwww

i tink he reali loves me bt get tis aftr tis he thn goes on to

nt call u for the nxt 1 week and its nt tt his phn is off bt he

jus plain refuses to talk..so nw wat wud u do? probably

go tis guy is son of a bitch a freakin jerk tt onli tells lies?

yea wel tts jus it..whn one is unsure one shud nvr sae

forevr! cos it is mean to leave a gerl hanging and

confused! haizzz...ok well moving on a few things

hapened considerin its been lyk forever since i updated i

meant to change the skin be4 i update bt sadly i dont noe

hw to! ahaha i noe i noe noob ducky wud gladly agree and

laugh his ass off at me ahaha =D happy workin ducky

dearest =D hes the best friend anione wud ask for!

kudooosss!!!!! aniwaes i broke up twice since i was gone

er one was me being a real motherf***** B**** and the other

is plain retribution for my actions well wat goes around

comes around..well i admit i changed alot lately i tink

things tt hapen arnd u make u change so heartbreak isnt tt

bad it jus makes u step up ure gaurd around people..bt i'm

stil happy and laughin as be4 onli much more reserved in

the sense i watch wat i do and wat i sae and am sensitive

to the people arnd me oh and i changed my hair =D ahahah

its nicer and much easier to manage nw..i'd put pics ltr for

u guys to c aite..haha tag me and tel me wat u tink okok

people i am goin to change my skin ok once ducky is the

nicest soul on earth n does it for me! ahahha *ps ps (ure

reaaaliii handsome todae ducky) ahahahhahahahhahahah

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD reliabilty a value taught in class

=D hhahaha well pretty much alot has changed in my life i

tink FL has gone thier own wae i mean it isnt clear bt we've

sorta drifted awae or at least frm my angle bt i mean

evrything changes so i tink its gd for us we're united as a

clas 4e1 has been reali the dearest alwaes there for each

other i reali love all of u so much and it wud reali be very

hard to seperate aftr graduation seeing tt exams brings us

closer cos we're alwaes motivatin each other and stayin all

loooonneeeeyyy in clas ahahaha i tink teachers are scared

of us! hahah okies i gtg stdy nw cya everyone kudoss and

STUDY HARD!!!!!!!!! I LOVE ALL OF U N I AM SURE ABT IT!

natsss

2007-10-20T22:28:00.000-07:00

us!

tts more lyk it hahas

excuse me those are mine asiah!

omg!

vivo was amazing!

hari raya pics afew of the many..

2007-10-17T01:44:00.000-07:00

cousins....

second dae

clothes on the first dae of raya

its been awhile....xD

2007-10-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

Heys hmmsh sudenly realise tt it is amazing to be single hahhahs i love my life nw btr of witout hym aniwaes hahhas

Tmrw is my wonderful bdae or shud i sae in an hour more hahaahaha i am officialy a year older it rocks my world hahahahs! asiah got me a git todae a big n i mean BIG pooh bear soo cute siaz hahahh ty babes i love uuu huahuahua started playing audi hahas finali nt tt noob loh hahahahaah x)) i am hapi wit the turn out of mylife rite nw todae was the last daeof the exams oficialy free hahahs i am damn happi n well i am getting my life bck hahs

Hmmssshh lets c nw ek well he was m ex if uguys remember we were close n we stil are patch underprogress bt i dont want it too soon eventhough i noe tt i do love hym tts cos thers tis jus mr haah nt revealing further he is sweet he was ther whn i most need the suport i am glad to noe hym x) well hes generali nice sweet n cute bt hes a soton head n a meany at the same time official nick is bully he loves to bully me bt its kinda lyk real funni hhahaaahahs n thers a hot hot HOTTIEE whos nick is obviously HOTTIE hahs hes amazingly hot,sexy,cute,sweet n simply jus FINE!!!!!!!hahaahah he makes me melt (do not tink other wise)hahahas xD i love the life i lead nw loving the freedom n carefuly taking it slow wit each n evryone slowly taking my pick well wana sty single for abit hahas

Oh yea n to babes calling VIVO IS ON!!!!!!!hahahs pls ah new rule appiles strictly the one who is late n the last to arive spends the rest lunch hah! nw tt will stop all of u frm being late all the time ahs xD

gt my hair done n loving it....huahuahua pic available for refrence above hahas aites its chao for nw cya people xD happi life

monkeys out

ALL IS OVER N GONE ABT 3 WEEKS LOH HAH N ITS OFFICIAL!

2007-10-02T03:03:00.000-07:00

ok its official were done well all the promises made were shit la a bag of lies tt deserves horrid retribution once bitten twice shy ure an idiot n tts a fact al u do is crap arnd aniwae i can get a breath of freshh air nw seriously i hav nw realised afttr such a freakin lng time tt these things nvr last forver well nt nw no maybe whn i am older bt al i noe is i hav to focus i am goin crazie i dont even noe my fuckin name no more hah i jus wish life wudnt be such a slut swear it reali is my fucking life sucks i have no freakin life besides my fuckin bookss n more books bt i love my babes hahahahaahah i love them alot hahahahia bleahhhhh hmmsh i wonder if i am gona be alone for a lng timeeee hahahaha bt thn i tink i dont mind hahaha aniwaes i tink i am writing a whole load of crap hahahah exam fault stdy so much headache sia hahhaa i am waiting i am waiting hehehehh xP aniwaes i gtg stdy again huahuahuah aniwae ITS DONE GONE OVER n I HATE U!!!!!

the happiest months i have evry had!!!!!! X))

2007-09-01T20:13:00.000-07:00

Hey people sori long time nvr update already haishh sch holiday cum lerr budden stil gt to go do things 4 sch i gt CIP thn gt math n science competition haishh cher so bad siaa register my name thn tell me waade wade tiring damn it aniwaess teachers dae was great 3e1 had a class party it was fun almost evryone brought food ok corection SNACKS damn whn we sae snacks u guys reali mean snacks aniwaes i love all of uu

Mrs lim loved the cake n evryone had their share as well bt the sad part was tt sum of them were crying cos of the NJRC thingy i dun quite get it bt i am hoping tt u all dun cry ler k happi happi bahss

okok i gtg lerss love u all bbyeee

a saddening life T.T

2007-08-24T03:36:00.000-07:00

Haiz it is amazing how life can turn jus lyk tt u can nvr noe wats going to hapen tomorw,the following week next year and even 300 years later...howevr wat we hav though is yestrdae,ysterdae alwaes lingers it nvr leaves u as it is embeded into ur life forevr haunting the memories of yestrdae or yster year would replay in our minds bt ther is no use the past will alwaes remain THE PAST there is no wae to change wat has happend bt there is alwaes the future which enables us to change wat may seem is about to hapen

Crazy as it may seem this week has been a rough one well may things happened may test i mean not academic test bt life tests relationship test

Well at least now i noe tt nthing can tear us apart thing at all no matter wat i love u now and forevr more honeyy!!!!!!!!!

weeeee fun fun n moree funnn

2007-08-18T19:43:00.000-07:00

yohas nyahahah sori for nt updating peeps i do another blog larhss tts y nyhahaahah niwaess ystrdae damn fun lurhss i went to a wedding at nite the wedding was at a chalett but the whole event was outside the bunglow at a big feild at the back nyahhaa it was a realy nice location the weather was great too...aniwaes the continues tradition of dancing at ani wedding was nt left out ystrdae at first there were all the old people thn my cousin wanted to dance bt he had no so called 'company' so he went up to me n my other cousin and lyk held my hand and asked me to dance thn we did laa it was bt soo damn bloody paisehh so many people watched nyyahhaaah i a whole load of fun peeps ty loadsss!!!!!

Sian lurhss tomorw get bck amath i am soo freaking scared laa got bck my emath,geo n physics i was happi for emath n geo i got an A for both bt thn PHYSICS!!!!!!!!! nyarghhhhhhhh!!!!! damnnn i failed damn bloody motherfucking physics by a bloody one markk!!!!!!!! i am sooo pissed laaarrghhhsss the paper was lyk damn diff lorghsss thn i failed bt thn i nvr failed be4 its lyk wade alwaes nvr fail thn suddenly lyk tt wade heckk?? tank god the paper was diff if it wsant i lyk wudnt accept tt i failed larghss...haishh....

Aites i jus hope the rest i pass bt hor mt i expected tt i wont do well niwaes i end here ohh yeaa plss go veiw my new bloggyy ty peoplee

finalii done overr finishhddd yiipppeeee

2007-08-16T01:24:00.000-07:00

FInalii i finishdd damn it seemd lyk forevr the damn exams aniwaess i am sooo loving the fact tt they are over but sadlyy i can oni break for awhile lorss ltr EOY cum thn even more siannss tis time oni commen test already soo damn diff thn wat more EOY sooo many chaptr die lioawwzz haishhh aniwaees nw i hapi2 first hahhahh wahhh sehhh todae after exam evryone slck lyk hell lorss nyhahahah the crazie F.L is soo backk last period evryone makes soo much bloody noise damn itt nyahahaahh well me syidah n nadidi sing songs from cartoon funni siaa nyahhaha damn bloody lame bt soo ka waii nyahhaahh i sooo love themm sooo muchh larsss

I miss my honeyy wahh sehh todae oni call hym once lorss i miss hym soo very the much lorss hehehehe i love hymm too much too bee truee a heart of gold is wat u poses a swit charecter is wat u nvr fail to show me ur alwaes ther to protect me n alwaes ther whn i need encouragement..i am soo blessed tt i hav uu ur encouragement is reali appriciated honeyy u believed in me u trusted mee i amm soo hapi wit uu thers soo much tt i hav to repay u forr i love u now n forevr moreee

HONEYY I LOVEE UUU!!!!!!!

my life revolves round u baby

2007-08-11T19:20:00.000-07:00

Honeyyy i love u sooo very muach ling...ystrdae fun laa hahaha c u awhile oni bt stil very fun hahaha u soo bad laa lingg sae people u ahh smack u thn u noee hahahha muackxx i love uuuu nyahhaha nxt tyme mus cum c me play drum k bt warning canot laugh!!! ahahahhaah i can nt imagine hw i survived wit out u be4 honeyy ty honey for being ther for me whn i needed u ystrdae tt fucker is such an ass i reali hate hym i noe u are mad too ling bt for nw u love me alritess dun angry lerr as lng as i hav u evrything will be fineee my sweedomss where's my motorbike??? bahahahahhaha

My bro sukx damn he slapd me ystrdae tt mother fucker he is sooo gonna die laa the fact is he is small mother fucking spoilt bloody brat tt i hate soo fucking muchhh tt nabeh fuckerrr he suckxxxx!!!!!!!!!! no wonder he has no friends who the fuck would wan to hav a friend lyk him disgusting bitch!

Aniwaess todae going to tt small rascal's hse my dearest baby cuziiee love him loads he is sooo cuteee hahaah his bdae on the 16 i am soo screewd i haen get his rpesent yet siaa hahahahaah nvm i giv on real bdae date nt todae hahhaahahaah loads of loveeee

Daes n nites pass by my love for u continues to grow it will nvr stop my heart beats for u longing for ur love n afection evrytime ur awae from meee i love u honey those words u will alwaes hear me sae sincerly from the bottom of my heart i would lyk to sae ty for being ther wit me alwaes honey i love u soo much i wil nvr stop loving uuu!!!!!!

LOADS OF LOVE PEOPLEE

ooooo 4 daes NDP holidaess

2007-08-08T21:06:00.000-07:00

yohaaa damn we gt 4 daes holidae n it starts todae i am most certain it aint gonna be a pretty holidae i for see many late nites cuming my way nyahahahah god i sound retarded nyahhaahah aniwaess i am wishing all 3E1 ADSSIANS good luck for CT2 people work hard $100 at stake people bt can u imagine i hav to pass my malay ok tts it hard core malay revision i hope it actuali happens laa pray mann nyahahahhahah.......

OO todae honey go cut hair thn cut already thn haolian early2 in the morning aiyooo dalringg stop haolianing ler laaa u noe i love u no matter hw u look honeyy cut or nevr cut hair i stil love derr hahahah i miss u soo much lorrr i am sooo sori honeyy todae cant go out wit uu curse the exams laa if nt cos of exam i sure can go out derr haisss i mishh uu nvm saturdae i c u k awhile is better thn at all ok lingg muackxxx i love uu as faihtful as u are tt faithful i will be to uuu muackxxxx

Ty for beeing soo understandiing ysterdae lingg i didnt mean to hang up i was reali having mood swing lerrr i promise nt gonna hapen again alrite i miss u soo very muchh muackxx i lovee uuuu

Natynatnat LOVES Andy

muackxxx forevrrr!!!!!

my sweeedomsss

2007-08-08T04:25:00.000-07:00

nyahhaha ellloozzz back niwaesss ystrdae walauu was a damn freaking funni dae laa damn we had PE before PE whn we were changing hafizah got locked up in the toilet bahahahahahha by of cos the wonderful FL nyahhahaha i swear we are such mean people mannn thn aftr tt PE mr tan sae can choose to play basketball or captain ball or badminton soo as expected all e1 go to the same place whole class go basketbal court thn guys play lerr thn the gerls also wan play my god damn funny siaa basketball became bloody rugby hafizah got the ball then evryone dive onto her to snatch the ball bahahahahhaha nicee siaa fucking violent people bahhahah thn sepak takraw became soccer invented by me nyahahhahah sooo retarded run around baahahahah bt it was damn fun ,laa nyahahhaah

Todae NPD celebrations thn gt games wahh sehhh ms zuraidahh so bad siaaa she keep on winning nyahahaah bt my stomach spoilt the dae laa idiotic pain siaa all the wae pain siann laaa thn aftr tt stay bck for physics damn tired siaaa wade wade pathetic siaaaa niwaesss todae i am jus down rite tired la no more expalinations bahhahaha....

Honeyy i miss u soo much todae honeyy i am sooo sooriii i didnt tok to u much todae so many things going on i love honeyy i cant wait to c u evrtime i c u all my pain goes awae u are the one for mee honeyyy i lovee uuuu muackxxx

Ur love warms my heart the sweet smile of urs alwaes makes me happy no matter hw bad the dae has been for me it u i love n its u i care for nw n forever more my sweedomsss my sweet gaurdian angel...i am willing to be ther wit u thru thick n thin nno one can tear us apart baby no one i love u sooo muchhhh muackxxx .....

I LOVE U HONEYY!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKXX

ANDY AND NATYNATNATZ ONE LOVE FOREVRR!!!!!!!!!!!

PEACEE!!!!!

honey i am soo blessed to be urs dear

2007-08-05T23:51:00.000-07:00

A sweet2 begining we hav i miss u soo much honeyy i had great fun ysterdae baby espacially at u noe whre XP i am alwaes tinkin of u honey i cant keep my mind off u i noe u were worried ysterdae tt i wudnt turn up bt i did heheh n i love u for waitingg hehehehe i will nvr nt mis u bahahahah.....aniwaes i love the voodoo doll we bought cute siaa hehehe muackxx honeyyy i will be very4 extrmely busy tis week honey soo sori baby cant go out wit u on sundae n cant accompany u on thursdae i noe u understand baby tts y i love u muackxx my one n onlii my swwedomss who cares soo much for me n has his world all planed around mee i love u for who u are baby the sweetest darling u can evr bee........muackxx

I HATE STUPID TRAINEE MATH TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE SUCKX mother fucker assholic bitch john is soo rite laa our grades already shows tt she suckx lyk hell laa i got a bloody 3.5 laa fuck tis haas nvr hapen in the face of history mann i cant believe it aniwaes she has to be sacked tt will make me a 100 times happier laa...

Soo sad my nadidi nvr cum to sch todae miss her siaa i tink she sick or she wan escape from amath test nyahahahha jk nadzz i miss u mann nyhahahah aniwaess uu mus take gd care ok i love uuuu.....

OMG commen test is lyk next week laa n i haven finish studying i am sooo screwd big timee mus chiong lohh to all 3e1 do ur best alritee love u guys crazie lot

ANDY POH RONG JUN I LOVE UUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muackxx loads of love honeyyy

natynatnat outzz

our first monthh 01.08.07

2007-08-02T03:25:00.000-07:00

Soorii for nt updating aftr such a lng timee stupid computer mouse spoil damn fuck laa aniwaesss 01.08.07 was our anivesary i love uuu lingg andy poh rong jun i love uu baby nw n forevr moree the past one month has been the hapiest month for mee the sweetest tt can evr be made my sweet saviour tt will alwaes be mine ur are just the right one for me...u understand mee u care for me u take notice of the slightest things tht appear different in mee tt is wat makes the most special thing in my world my life is urs do watevr u want wit it as lng as u are true to me i dun mind i love u lotss...ur sweet smile makes me feel loved ur caring eyes makes me feel calm ur tight cudlle makes me feel safe and warm a feeling tt i can hardly evr get the love we share can nver be compared i love u...

NOW N FOREVR MORE

ANDY N NATZZ

woww i amm soo reliefed its fridae mann..... :))

2007-07-27T01:02:00.000-07:00

Hey2 bahaha suddenly nver update nyahaha i am soo damn busy laaa....i swearr lyk nthin beter to do lyk tt run here run ther ysterdae was such an OMG dae la n the dae be4 tt ok on wed during reading period ms woon kol me n john out to c her thn she lyk nt hapi wit me bt thn nt my fault john oni tell me abt presentation lyk during the weekend laa aniwaess thn she kol me up thn john sudenly sooo bloooddy emo la lyk wade wade he sudenly freak thn he stel cher tt he cant do it he too stres already actuali cum to tink of it i do pity him a little he has soo much on his hands rite nw n thn NJRC and all tt stuff bt tt certainly does not mean tt he is nt being hated by me...bahhah no la i dont hate him laa i jus angry oni laa jk ok johnn...aniwaes i pull asiahh bhahahah i make her do presentation wit me bahahha ty my ele i love u we share the embarassment togehter nyahahaha...bt it wasnt tt embarassing actualii we were lyk damn bloody nervous laa thn mr wee was lyk damn retarded mann he go behind the curtain thn show us thumbs up he was lyk a bloody retard la bahhahah...thn whn we present tt time aftr lyk 2 mins all the nervousness ran awae bahahah thn i spoke calmly n tank god i didnt screw up my lines or at least wat we rehearsed aniwaes i was reali happi la whn evrythin was over...so was my asasin thn alot of teachers tell us tt we iddi a good job n ms woon u are the sweetest she was lyk i will be proud of the two of u no matter wat even if the presentation is nt great bt thn whn we cum dwn from stage she was lyk u two were the best out of all the presenters bahaha she was kinda of buyers agaisnt us la bt i dont mind bahah i am soo mean damn it...nyahahah thn mr andy todae he sae to us great job n he was proud of us..thn aftr tt aftr sch he saw me n ele thn he ask us whn we free he is gonna BUY US LUNCHH!!!!!! awww hw sweet of u mr andyy we love uuu!!!!!bahahaa

A heart of gold the one i love poses he is nt onli the love of my life bt he is my savior n my gaurdian angel...i love u nw n forevr more..the sacrifies u made for me are the ones tt i will nvr be able to forget nt nw nt evr...the wae u take note of the little details of our conversations tt is wat makes u soo special to me my heart is nw onli left for uu tts all i hav to offer my life,my love,my care,my heart n my whole soul it all nw left for uu...ur the reason i am breathing todae....i love uu lots n lotss...muackxx...i stil hav a whole lifetime to spend wit u n witout a doubt it will be the best evrr...i cant wait lingg on 1/8/07 our mothsary lingg oni a few daes lefttt i am sooo hapii it has been the best daes yet my life wit uu i am mesmerised by the love u giv me n the wae ur life revolves arnd mee..it is reali nice to be the one tt a guy lives for n to know tt i mean the world to u makes me miss u evry second u are awae frm me my linggg.....i need u in my life...ur evry line ur evry word ur evrythingg!!!!!!! devotion is all u are getting from me n tons n tons of love i cant wait to c u tmrw lingg i love uuu!!!!!! muackxx i miss uuu!!!!!

natynatnat outss

loads of love ANDY n NATZZ

muackxx

a lovely songg

2007-07-23T01:05:00.000-07:00

1234Da Da Da DaThe smell of your skin lingers on me nowYour probably on your flight back to your home townI need some shelter of my own protection babyTo be with myself and center clarityPeace, Serenity
[CHORUS]I hope you know, I hope you knowThat this has nothing to do with youIt's personal, Myself and IWe've got some straightenin' out to doAnd I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanketBut Ive got to get a move on with my lifeIts time to be a big girl nowAnd big girls don't cryDon't cryDon't cryDon't cry
The path that I'm walkingI must go aloneI must take the baby steps til I'm full grown full grownFairytales don't always have a happy ending, do theyAnd I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
[CHORUS]I hope you know, I hope you knowThat this has nothing to with youIt's personal, Myself and IWe've got some straightenin' out to doAnd I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanketBut I've got to get a move on with my lifeIts time to be a big girl nowAnd big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yardWe'll play jacks and uno cardsIll be your best friend and you'll be mineValentineYes you can hold my hand if u want toCause I want to hold yours tooWell be playmates and lovers and share our secret worldsBut its time for me to go homeIts getting late, dark outsideI need to be with myself and center clarityPeace, Serenity
[CHORUS]I hope you know, I hope you knowThat this has nothing to do with youIt's personal, Myself and IWe've got some straightenin' out to doAnd I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanketBut I've got to get a move on with my lifeIts time to be a big girl nowAnd big girls don't cryDon't cryDon't cryDon't cry

love love love I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-22T22:50:00.000-07:00

oooppsss stil sick siaa...mum sae dun go to sch todae..fever went up to 39 degress tis morning...i am soooo sori jhon nt tt i dun wana help u bt its jus tt i was too sick to be true if i wasnt sick i wud obviously be in sch lerrr...damn spoil sia whole year i nevr absent thn todae absnet soo swayy...aniwaes i am reali sori jhonn...i will make it up to u i promisee...ok i nw trust tt u guys took assignments for me if ther are ani i love u guys loads sri for the trouble people lots n lots of love from natynatnat...n to the love of my life....soriii ystrdae write abit oni our wekksary sumore hehehe...i love u my darling forevr n evrrrr.........hp get conviscated cant sms u feel so weird bt none the less my heart is still filled wit love for uu....the times we spent together will nevr be forgotten linggg...mus tahan okk...2 weeks more thn can meet tis week cant meet saturdae no tuition sorii lingg...blame my teacher ask me join competition bahahah wweheeeee....mus tahan ok miss u lots n lotss.....tis will test hw strong our relationship is lingg...i love u n u noe i will alwaes be ther if u need mee....to my babes as well i am alwaes here babes jus nw i am down n out from the stupid fever aniwaes i will be bck tomorw jus nt as active as the healthy mee....bahah nt to worry i will be screaming in no time wit u guys arnd..i love u all especialy u lingg.....our love is lyk a river tt flows all the wae into the sea tt spreads out wide thruout the land it will nt stp nw neither will it evr stp nt unless u want it to soo u n me foevr it shall bee

natynatnat outss

loveeess lingg

happy weeksary....

2007-07-21T21:23:00.000-07:00

Weeheee its been 3 weeks already lots n lots of love sori abt todae dady's fault suddenly sae cant go bt watevr it is i stil love u nno matter wats lots n lots of love from me to u lingg....a hugee huuggg........muackxx love u lots n lots forevrn evr......its oni 3 weeks we stil hjav our one month to celebrate n our one year ok u will nvr be forgotten alrite....weehee muackxxx

Pray for me people.....

2007-07-20T00:12:00.000-07:00

Boooo...i am officiali god damn sick damn it i gt FEVER n fucking bad cough n stupid running nose....n i keep puking i lyk cant swallow anithin laa...eat already thn wana puke damn stupid laa...n syidah i am soo nt fucking BULIMIC damn uu i am sick la dai nt BULIMIC who the fuck wud wana be a bloody bulimic damn it u jus waste ur damn energy puking out watevr u ate niwaes todae in sch so siann i feel so damn lousy laa walao thn morning run first time run until so bloody slow bt my babes were ther for mee asiah wait for me all the wae sia i love u my ELE weeheeee...cough2* =X thn aftr run body didnt feel good feel so bloody lousy thn end up i go puke 4 times bodohh ass laa so many timess my godd thn aftr tt was math puke again dumb total of 5 times in sch siaa thn aftr tt was chem my body sorta lyk came to or lets sae woke up its defence system aftr recess bt sadly it only lasted till the end of chem but thn whn mr andy came in thn ok again siaow sia he cum in thn i tell him i need to leave thn he sae WAT?? bahahah thn he sae u sick hw to act for competition thn stupid moy sae i am suppose to act sick tt idiot bt my good friend i am his eng tutor bahahaha ya rite...aniwaes todae was the NCPC competition i got up close n personal wit AMY CHANG woot2! damn hapi laa thn ther is anabelle n the other act3 people we did good actuali the judges laughd at the rite time as in whn tings were suppose to be funny bahahha n my part bahahah funi sia i look lyk a dumb retard standing ther playing in the air tokin to myself whn i am suppose to be a shopkeeper bahahahhaha damn fuuni laa omg i tink hor me n fadilah bumb onto each other too much sia my hand pain already niaa....ltr gt blue black ms zalifahh its ur fault bahahaha noo laaa jkjk aniwaes i anticipate the results hopefully we get into the finals coz the fire safety people did weeheee i wish all of u guys gd luk lots of love natynatnat...n baby ty dear for caring lingg...i appriciate it lotsss...u dun hav to be so woried ok i try to take gd care alrite i love u ling i can feel ur care from here u dont hav to be beside me..i am waiting for sunday darling...i miss u loads...cant wait to feel your arms arnd me again...miss evrythin...weehee the love of my life...muackxx n to my babes tankx alot babes i love u all forevrrr....babyy..ur the appel of my eye...n this is to u...we can fight n we make up wanna c u whn i wake uppp......cos u help me open up my eyes shw me tings i can nvr see....i se the sunlight whnevr we touchh...all dae n all nite is nvr too muchh.....stay up wit u onli cos i need u to shw me hw real love shud reali beee....x) i love u baby...nw n forevr more the two of us weeheee muackxx!!!!! love is in the air

love u B

muakcxx

sweet2 love storyyy.....

2007-07-19T04:38:00.000-07:00

my love for u will nver end nt nw nt later nt evr my heart feels so secure wit u i dint tink ani other guy can make me feel tt wae...its nice to be a first i aprieciate it lots....n ty dear for tolerating my anger i have a short temper n i snap anitime well tt is if i am iritated or i am cranky bt none the less u are still my one n onli n i will try my best to nt scld u alrite ur life is mine n my life is urs sad or hapi we share thm together till the end of time my heart is dedicated to you n these word will be for u i will nevr leave u no mater wat haepns u have my heart n u are my gaurdian angel my saviour from the crazie life i lead....u are the one i lean on for support ur the one i sing to i cry to i laugh to witout u i would be missing a part of me...forever be mine n i will forevr be urs...a heart tt was shatterd u were the glue tt took the time n the effort to piece the peices back together again tt gesture of urs can nvr be forgotten...a heart of gold u poses n tt wil alwaes be treasured by me...i love u more thn anitin else tt can be loved my life is dedicated to u my beloved n it will alwaes remain tt wae i love u nw n forever more

muackxx my baby

I LOVE UUUU

I HATE UUUU!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-15T02:48:00.000-07:00

I HATE U! I HATE U! I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u are the biggest dick ass jerk i hav evr made freinds wit n to tink tt i actuali luved u soooo much be4 fuck tis is all jus too fucked up tis cant be n tis will nvr beee i hate u nw n forevr more i love my ANDY and onli him he is my darling even though he doesnt hav the looks tt u got he has got a clean sincere heart tt is nt out seeking to break peoples u are the biggest mistake in my life i hate u forevr n evr evn if u are jealous u dont hav to act lyk a fucking kid do u?? oni guys who cant step up to the challenge wud react tis way well god loves me n he doesnt want to c me cry so he sends me ANDY my saviour n my gaurdian angel who is alwaes ther for me n loves me no matter wat soo if u are tinnkin of spliting us up IT AINT GONNNNAA HAPPENNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! get it i swear i hate u bt i love my andy muackxx i love uu i cant believe hw stupid i was to believe all those lies u told me jus remember WAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND soo u might jus get watevr u did to me back straight at ur face n thn we will c hw u tink it feels so wat if i dunt wanna tell u its my life nt urs y the fuck do u u fucking care well watver it is i officially DONT WANT TO HAV ANITHIN TO DO WIT U ANIMORE I HATE U N I DONT NOE WHO THE FUCK U ARE ANIMORE GET OUT OF MY LIFE N STY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as for andy i love u n u noe it i dun wanna leave u n no one can spoil wat we hav created soo cheers to tt

I LOVE U DARLING

MUAKCXX

natz out

peacee

my life is mine remeber tt please

2007-07-13T20:11:00.000-07:00

my life is mine n will alwaes sty tt wae no one cn tell me wat to do wit it i tell myself whr i wana bring it to n wat i wana do wit it n onli my beloved n my friends are able to influence the decisions i make the chatters tt u all create will alwaes sty as chatters....wel wel wel bahahha sounds lyk some ancient folk tale oor sumtin bahahhaa aniwaess i am freaking tired laa evrydae wake up early bt tt is sincerly to make sure my boi wakes up to get to work bt i am tired aniwaes weeeheee i am soo happi la i oso duno y bahhahah its jus crazie aniwaes ysterdae go astro guide wit my gerls except for birdy cus she hilary challenge gd luk babes we love uuu!!!!!!! ok continuing we go astro guide first hour we damn guai al study thn after tt at all lyk siaow alrready i kol my dear n thn the rest stare n play afool all fool arnd lyk no bodies business wahhaha crazie la all of thm can go siaow wan lor keep on laughing thn go cafe buy drink runn lyk criminal lyk tt baahhahaha crazie la i love u guys mann my besties for life waeeeeheeee okok i gtg lerrr go tuition puhh siannn aniwaess byess people i love u all n my beloved love uuu

natss outss

peacee

life is like a box of choclates a forest gump qoute

2007-07-12T22:26:00.000-07:00

Love was all i had n love it will alwaes be tankx for being ther for me whn i need u guys my gerls u guys wil alwaes be my priority my gerls my saviours weeeheee....aniwaes i dont care wat u tink u left me n tts all i can sae i HATE U! looks are nt all tt count u arse if u have the looks bt nt the heart wat the helll is the use use ur brains please aniwaes ANDY ur my one n onli n u noe it unless u leave me which i noe u wudnt weeee....back to my happy self god...aniwaess i tink we will last for quite sumtime dont u tink so darling??? tis has been the onli one tt i cared so much for...n i actuali waas appriciated welll wat can i sae nt all guys are the same are they bahahahaah...aniwaes my life is reali changing things are reali moving real fast n i noe its all for the better...aiyoo CT3 coming already to all 3E1 pls chiong horr dun forget especially taiwan people canot fail hor $500 bahahah ohh yaa n to my drama juniors who are doing FIRE SAFETY do ur best alrites u hav all the prayers from me go ther do it once n giv it u got ok...heheheh gd lukk woweee oh yaa to myself i hav to do compo aiyooo essay writting competition cumming lerr oppssyy n i haven start die liowss hehehe thnn nxt week gt YJC science competition wahh tis year so many things weeheee busy monkey babhaahhaha okok i gtg lerr..weeheee ANDY N NAT weeheeeee love over rated

peace

natz outsss

andy i love uu

shit school going to open ler

2007-06-13T21:43:00.000-07:00

Hey2...shit sia schol is gonna open n i haven even finish my work i am soo gonna die i swear..bahahhaha sure last week chiong like hell lor my god tis holidae i slak like hell...i am so gonna die lor whn school open...2 sets of english paper i haven even touch one...die liow lor...waddde...haizz sian like fuck...haiz keep on seeing assignments haizz dulan liaow lor...haizz...oh ya me n joe good game loh.....bahhahahaha a long time ago...i tink nearly 2 months already...wahahahahaha....aniwae...meet someone new who is reali sweet...hehehe..together ler...wahahahha..n i love him lots...hehe so baby read tis i love u n i love u a whole lot woot2! hhehehe...haizz..i miss ferocious ladies i miss the crazie laughter of all thm..cant wait 4 schooll to reopen goshh...i miss the crazie time we hav..bahahhaha..i love u guys 4 life oh ya n baby if u love me..u mus love my friends too..bt of cos nt as much as u love me la...bahahhahahaha......okok i goin crazie already do so much fukin work...bloody hell...thn til got physics test on the first week of school fuk nia...damn it...haizz...okok..i chio ler..go chiong homework if nt thn good game sia....baby I LOVE U muuuuaaaakkkkzzzzz will never wanna leave u...muakzz

peace

nats out =))

holidaes holidaes byebye to u..

2007-06-08T03:57:00.000-07:00

Yooozzz!! wahahhahahah...wah sehh tis week i kep on going back to sch lor thn all the wae cum bck 4 plus nearly 5 like wadde....except for wed..i came bck at 230 like tat tortise cum my house..bahahahhaa i fukin bored so call her cum wahahahhahahaah!! we c pics from taiwan thn gossip again n again wahahahhaha..she was full of stories i reali missed her..wahahahahhaha!!!!!!!! tt crazie loonatic tat i love oh so much bahahahahhahaha......aniwaess tat dae gt physics n cca first i go cca from 9 to 12 basket..u noe wat i learnt tis bloody lame new sng....duno wat joe shit lahh....i swear i didnt noe tt bagger cld get tt lame..wahhahahahhaha...aniwae...we played badminton wit tissue n my mouth..i noe i noe it sounds lame bt it turned out quite fun actuali...wahahahhaha i played wit raudah n yamelsa..against basirah n some other gerl...bahahahahha n guess wat i won!!!!!!!!!!! wahhaahhahah seriously its nt tt easy to blow the damn tissue after all my god bt hor u mus hav good lungs...there was once my n yamelsa both blow bt hor nthin hapen to the tissue wahahahahahaaahhaa....aniwae after tt i went for physics practical lesson...aiyoyo we go taiwan thn thy do 4 experiment already like wadde....thn i managed to finish 1 n a half of my experiment tt dae cuz i lazi to do...wahahhaha no mood so tireed already.....bahahahhahahaha....aniwae thn i meet nad at the lab thn i ask her to wait for me n we go home together...fun sia fuk arnd wit ML thy all bahahhahaaaaaaa...baggers keep in tokin abt turtle fukers...wahahhahaha join2 i love u guys..aniwaes thn after tat on thrus gt physics frm 9 to 12 thn gt chem frm 12 to 3..wahahahah physics i finish 1 experiment cuz i slak2 de...wahahahhaha bt thn after tt i go chem nearly half dead bt whn get to do experiment suddenly alive..wahahha i burn the magnesium again fun to play..wahahhaha thn after tat hear pop sound of the glowing splint its actuali the presense of hydrogen or some shit..i dun wan write more later becum like tt bitch lesson my god she tok like bloody hell non stopla waade fuk 1 fukin hour sia she keep on blabing..thn she finali stop n guess wat i blasted my testube wahahahahhaaha...the coper oxide de....wahahahha after dat tortise scared to burn hers already wahahhaha....thn end up i mus do 4 her wahahahha NOOB fun sia the bloody thing burst wahahahahah thn the last one never get to finish..bahahaha nt enuf time...bahahhaahhaha....go hm arnd 4 like tt go hm wit elephant cuz rhino n tortise gt cca bahhahaah those baggers....aniwaess..thn todae go physics again 12 to fukin 4 damn it i oni left at arnd 4 50 like tt fuk nia...damn late sia wahahaha..so pathetic in the lab the whole dae...aniwaes..i actuali had fun..evryone so kan chiong do experiment very funni sia..bt i kena buli..i hav to check wrkbk 4 three people wadde...so many mus mark n do corections sumore bastard sia..like wadde...i do until i go crazie fukin tiring nia...aniwaess...tomorw learning drums wooohoooo!!!!!!!!!!! yes22 i cant wait drums here i cum...bt gt tuition first sob sob wahahhaha....oh ya i jus gotto noe tis new guy..hes cute n nice..n sweet..bahahahhaha we'll c wat hapens...smile if yr reading tis ok i tink u noe who u are..wahahahahha..x) i love u all foevr FEROCIOUS LADIES ROKKK!!!!!!!! WWWWWOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okok i gtg nw peace people

natz out

muakzz

TAIWANNN was amazing!!! WOOT2!!!!!

2007-06-02T04:46:00.000-07:00

Hey yooss..hahahha..TAIWAN was great..i loved it had lotsa funn...reali enjoyed everyones company...it kinda felt like we were in class cuz majority of the pupils were from E1 bt..it was nice having the rest ther too...ook...in aeroplanee i sit wit asiah n azilah..azilah very quiet never tok bt me n asiah keep on toikn bahahhaaha...thn john n farhan behind us...my god john is such a bagger he keep on shaking the chair sia...thn i sleep he play wit my hair like wadde...john john..thn the first dae was abit tiring lah...cuz we keep on traveling...in the bus john n edric sit infront me n asiah thn shiny n moy sit bhind us....the first hotel was kinda creepy bt freaking spacious lahh....bt got a fukin huge mirror right whn u enter the blody room thn asiah n keqi scared to sleep facing mirror sooo...natasha n nurul hav to sleep near ther..haizzz..bahahahha aniwaess those were my roomies asiah,keqi n nurul u guys rokk!!!! woot2!! wahahahahah...n err the next dae...we go to the beach n the fruit orchard...the bus ride was long ahh..n there were people who got sick in the bus...haizz...bt horr...the third dae was abit worse..the bus ride was fukin long bt tat dae fkin fun..we go to taroko gauge..bloody fun niaa..climb the mountain..veiw freaking nice..take many2 pics..thn at the suspension bridge mr andy go jump thn he make alot of people scream tat baggerr...bahahahhahahahah.....bt i help him ahahhaha i oso jump wahahahhahaah....thn got curse..haizz jus shows how nice my friends are...ahhhahaa..thn in da bus bloody moy keep on banging the freaking chair like wadde..nabeh siaa...idiotic arse..ahahahha...joking2...bahahah thn 4th dae we go back to taipei..main event wass....SHOPPINGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my god the shopping was amazing love it like hell.seriously fukin fun sia...we oni got 2 hours then we hav to keep on runing all over the freaking place like wadde..thn whn we reach..we saw not many people come already..so me asiah n shahiirah run back to the shop tat sold bags n bought thm..the poor aunty was being rushed by us...ahhahaha we bought the same jeans all 4 of us...wakakakak..thn me n rasyidah buy the same clothes..wahhahahaha...funi siaa...bahhaha....thn the last dae was mainly museums..ok la..bt kinda boring ahh..n i was very sleepy oso..sleep late..we gossip until we fall asleep me n my roomies bahhahaha...thn the rest got some sleep at3 in the mornig wahahahah..all sso sleepy head in he morning..wakakakak..aniwaes i had great fun..i will miss the crap tat sazali can utter..n the fun tat everyone created toggether..i love u guyss..u guys rockk!! btw mr andy..u look cute in specs n yr spiky hair wahahahahah....peace..i gtg...do HOMEWORKK booooo...cum bck already means working timee...haizzz

peace out

natzz

mondae i go lerrzz..

2007-05-25T03:33:00.000-07:00

I dunno wat is happening its over btwn us okk..its all over..i cant be wit someone who cant understand me..and protect me whn needed ok..wats the use if u love me soo much bt u cant protect me huh?? love is not all tat in a realtionship ok..a girl needs to be safe wit the one who loves her..ouhh..i reali duno wat to do wit uu..its just a little too late too change wat has happened okk..LEAVE MEE ALONE i am far better off witout u i dun need yr love to survive..i have my freinds n they mean the world to me...for u to love me u hav to love them too ok..so dun giv me all tat honey bullshit okk..just get ur arse outta ma life...n merv i am reali3 sorii....i reali am..i didnt mean to hurt u..it was meant to be a harmless prank..i am sorri pleasee forgiv meT__T..okk....todae roboperneur..bahahahhahaha...bloody fun siaa..wet like hell my god i tink right the bucket of water was thrown over me arnd wat 8 times..my god...thn we throw wet sponge here and there make everyone wet..wahahahahha FEROCIOUS LADIES rock out!!!!!!!!! woooohoooo.....i love u guys for life nthin can separate us...thn me aand birdy go call mrs lim..to play wit us..bt she sae canot becos she representing mr vincent..sob sob..bt thn we saee we wan play during class picnc thn she sae onn....so cher WACTH OUT!!! u are gonna get reali3 wet..woohoo..hahahhahaahhahaha.....tomorow mus interview MR DE SILVA my god so scary siaa..hope i dun screw it if i do mrs nicole lim will kill me..hhaahhahaa...thn oso mus present AEM again haiyoo..so many things to do...later mus run arnd again haizz..wat to doo..wat can i sae the teachers love mee..bahahhahaha :P joking2 hahhaha..ohh yaa stil got NCPC niaa..my god ts gonna be hactic..tis holidaes..so many things to do..so many lesson..thn going to taiwan some more..on mondae..woots!! happi!! nice2...okiess nw do NCPC haizz mdm phua ahh mdm phuaa wat more do u want me to do for u...sigh...nvm i shall be positive ahahhahaha...ya right...ok2 i gtg...

PEACE OUTZZ

NATZZ

FEROCIOUS LADIES ROXXX!!!!

TAIWAN here i come!!!YAHOOOO i cant wait....

2007-05-19T20:34:00.000-07:00

Yesss..next week going taiwan ler..damn hapii can get awae from tis hell for a whole week YAHHHOOOOOOO!!! bt i am kinda sad oso...leaving my honey alone for 5 daes..poor darling of mine.. ;b kekekekeke...well i love hym alot..n dun worru honey i am a big gerl i knw how to take care of myself darling...nw u will knw how i felt da time u left me....hehehehe...aniwae CIP jus now was crap! mus giv da rose la thn do dunno wat fuk..ahhhahaha heng ah go back early...i am gonna die..i hav a storyline due tomoro n i hav not even started the thing is i got no fukin idea wat to write..n my boi..was nt tat much of a help...well he was going on n on abt the fact tis n tat...ahahha..tat nerdy darling of mine...wakakakkaka!!! relax hon jus jokin u noe i love u...hahahhahaha....tomoro got AEM frm 8am-4pm sia i tink i am going to freeze in dat damn room for so long i swear....bt i wan to do my LED circuit...so mus be a little bit enthu wakakakak!!! ok i gtg..do da stupid storyline for MDM PHUA!!! tat bagger last minute thn tell me...haiyoo..wat does she tink i am??? a machine or sumtin?? her mum ahh ehhh!!! fukkkkk!!!! aniwae i got no choice becus i am da fukin president so ya....i hav to do lorzz..ok bubbyezzz

peace out

NATZZZ

so far so happi..

2007-05-14T01:32:00.000-07:00

yo...wakakakaka...well todae get back chemistry,physics,english,amaths and MALAY!!! the most amazing thing happened todae i passed my MALAY!!!!! YAHOOOOOO!!!!!! soo happii kekekeke...seriously if were to fail i wouldnt knw wat to do alreadi tank god i pased...my god so scary...i cant sleep sia last night turn and turn on the bed..my god i swear thn i kol hym tok until 4 am...wahahha..well i oni kol for 2 mins thn he sae he kol me bck....he dun wan my bill to go up...kekeke soo sweeet... i love hym lots...ok abt the papers well amaths was ok la nt tat great i got a B3 bt it is still ok for me becuz i shud be able to get a A2 cuz my class test got 80...wakakakka...aniwaezz physics A2 and chemistry A1 i am sooo happi!! i swear i reali am soo 2mrw geo n emath n ss ok...i gtg...tok 2 my boi...i love hym...lyk crazie....

YES YES YES!!!!!!

2007-05-11T04:30:00.000-07:00

Yahooo he is back i soo happi...kekekke reali sia...i cant help it hey dun tell me u guys wont be happii if yr guy is bck??? wahahha wahhlauu class sae teacher sae alot of people fail maths lyk WTF!!! scary sia i mean lyk i soooo cant fail laaa a or e math becos thy both are maths n....if i do i am dead meat..$500 siaaa damn tat contract SHIT i nw more nervous to get my results thn whn i was about to take the god damn paper itself my god!!! haizzz wat to do jus take lorrrr....PRAY N PRAYY N PRAYY PLZZZ let me get good results i dun even wan to think abt failing....bt horr MALAY diff story i sure faill...da teacher sae comprehension alot of people neva do well thn wat makes her think tat i will do well at the other parts of the paper huh?? shit niaaa!!! bt i stdy sia sad sia if fail...haizzz wat to do..aniwaezz i am happi serious its reali rare that i feel tis wae i mean i dun usuali feel tis wae bt wat the hack theres a first time for everything...well mondae will most lykly get back a maths, geo,physics n english...haiyoo the more i think of it the more nervous i get...sian niaa..confirm lata sundae cant sleep one lorr...nxt week sundae thn go out wit hym 2mrw he got NDP rehearsal T_T booo hahhahahha diaooozzz well i wan go tok to my honney lohhhh mis him lyk craziee bahahha i duno hw many times i sae laready isa wahahahhaha aniwaezz peace peole take care

peace out ; P

natzzz

YESSS ITS OVERRR!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-08T20:46:00.000-07:00

YES!!! i'm lovin it!!! bahahhaa over liaow lohhh....steady ahh finalli noo nedd to study lyk siaow..ahhaha bt still need to revise lata go sch brain rusty thn die...bahhahhaahha....bt i tink i will oni start afta the four daes break mondae get bck alot of paper sia most feared AMATHS jus nw got 2 questions i dunno hw 2 do anihw try here try there hopefulli can get at least 2 marks each la..i dun mind as lng as got abit of marks can already...my hooney cumin bck 2mrw!! YAY!! bahahha soo happi siaaa cant wait kekekekeke...hmmm bt i haven buy his bdae present yet sia haizzz...i duno wat to get hym..it is god damn easi to buy a gerl apresent but for a guy i duno i reali duno wat guys lyk...err..ok rephrase i reali wat guys would lyk for their bdae...ahh sounds nicer cuz i know wat ther reali lyk ;P kekeke....i cant possibly giv it as a present??? or can i?? hmmmmm...kekke we will jus hav to c my mood ba...if he is luky thn he may jus get it...hahahah so pray hard honnn...kekeke jus jokin...okiess lets pray tat E1 does well for MYE hor..no wan is gonna pay back da $500 to mr andy ok for those goin to TAIWAN i hope all the teachers love us ok...kekekeke ok E1 roxxx!!! yea love u guys alot hahhaha..oh n yaa HE IS NOT LEAVING!!!! YAHOOOO i mean merv wooots!! i am sooo happii kekeke well he is despo for money so yaa kekeke...jus kiddin...bahahahahaha....ok i wan enjoy lohhh peace E1 ROCK OUT!!!! YAHOOOOOO!!!!

NATZZZ

YAHHOOOOOO

2007-05-04T02:57:00.000-07:00

YEAAAHHHH!!!! 2 more i'm lovin it!!! i misss my honeyy badly...i miss his hug n the crap tat he loves to tok abt...wahahhahhaha booooo i cant wait for u to cum back dear.....n will u stop putting my pics on every device tat u own...pleaaaseee...kekekek...hmmm todae geo nt tat diff la can do ba....aniwaezz 2mrw second last lesson wit hym ler...boooooo :( i dowan...y does tyme hav to past so fast....haizz sian i reali4 dun want hym to gooooo if he does i duno whn i will be able 2 see hym again...boooo lets pray he hasnt made up his mind...u know i am crossin my fingers...bt it is actuali da same thing i mean he quit thn i find new tutor lata parents still hav to pay wat...ok tis is 4 u my parents are nt wasting their money ok i konw i need a tutor becuz i am nt as smart as u tink i am i duno things also ok.....although its not alwaes i dun tink its gonna be ani diff whn u go i mean in terms of money..i mean wat diff does it make whn i get a new tutor tat would cost more huh? i knw u dun giv a shit about how i feel bt are u sure u are tat heartless...i know u know i am sad tat u are leavin ok...oni a blind person wouldnt be able to c ok...n btw i nearly cried tat dae ok i reali dun wanna c u leave....ouhh okk enuf i am suppose to be happi 2dae damn it...ok2 i wan go enjoy da peace in da damn house peace people...

natzzz

3 MORE TO GO!!!!!

2007-05-02T22:20:00.000-07:00

YAHOOOOO!!! 3 more papers n i cn kiss da god damn MYE goodbye...yesss i can feel it cumin ahh yesss....!!!BAHAHAHHAHAH ok tis is wat u get whn u put emaths n physics papers side by side a lunatic who has used her brain a little 2 much...wahhahhaha...bt da papers were not as diff as i expected thm to be da maths ok la i mus admit it was easy la ba....thn physics wateva i stdyed came out so oso nt tat diff....da teacher recycle alot of questions sia...heng i got do if i didnt thn GOOD GAME AHH and for those who neva do LMS quiz wakakakaka good luk ahh almost all mcq is from there one orh..kwang3zz hmmmm i am amazingly happi 2dae afta da trauma ysterdae so yea....peace people...oh ya eh did anione of u watch silence...its a taiwanese drama serial damn nice people...ga youtube watch search for silence EP 1 part 1 thn wact untill 20 okiezz....hahahhaha...okie i gtg peace out people hang in ther E1 i knw u can n even uf u cant u have to so yea hang in there okiezz u guys rokk...!!! Love u alll wooooott2!!!

natzzz

OHHH NOOO!!!

2007-05-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

Shitt da paper was diff mannn.....my god i realli no confidence can pass sia!!! i damn scared bodoh arghhh!!!na beh la lets pray to god the teacher love me at least pass me wit a 50 i dun mind as lng as i pass!!! PLZZZ

Peace...hah! lyk real wat peace can i get wit all tis crazie things happening

2007-04-30T20:18:00.000-07:00

Peace...wakakakaka ok la todae nt so bad la 2dae no sch...bt must STUDY!!! booooo...damn MYE i reali cant wait for it to bloddy finish make me tierd oni thn my family go out i stay at home lyk jail lyk tat damn it!! wahahahah no la nt reali jail la bt very sian everytime at home lyk wtf!!aniwae as i said ysterdae 2mrw MALAY paper T_T yesterdae study untill cry sia.....i dun understand a damn thing in the bloddy revision my god....i swear i dunno hw i am gonna pass my damn compo someboby anibody SAVE ME!!! wakakaka haizz stdy untill du lan already lohhh...nabehh haiyoo faster la finish thn my boi cum bck thn i cn rest for a while be4 MYE thn i go taiwan yahoooooo!!! cant wait mann...oh ya did i mention drama got a bloddy COP T_T...aiya actualli rite i expected it..i expected it..i mean lyk all da lower sec keep on absening themselves thn giv dunno wat rubbish excuse sae wat i sick la father sick la...someone go hospital la...thn da lamest excuse is GO MAKE IC wahh damn it tat time i hear tat excuse i swear i wanted to bash tat idiot in the face lucky i didnt lohh..aiya thy all wan to win bt do wan to work wat rubbish la lyk tat rite i tink they beta go jump down lorhh...make my life more easy lorh...haizz if i becum president hor i tink i have to change these peoples tinkin i dunno how bt i will i swear...i cant take it animore...i pity da teachers da most lor they put in so much afford thn all people lyk tat...ok i vouch if i be president thn i will make da teachers smile for once...i hope =P.....hmm i mis my honey...we'll fight for our rite to looove yea!! kekeke...okiezz gtg hmm study again booo T_T

peace

natzz

3 papers down another 10 more to go....DAMN IT!

2007-04-29T21:34:00.000-07:00

Ok todae was ss and eng paper 2...amazingly da eng paper wasnt a killer it was managable thot it would be a killer cuz da paper one was easy....bt no i tink they want to spare us for nw n kill us during EOY instead yea i tink they will...kekekeke...ok i swear ss was crazie my god i write lyk siow luky my hand didnt come off....LOL!! bt seriously it was tiring bt nt tat diff either...aniwae i am praying for the best...canot get below c5 if nt my father mus pay $500 nia scary.....p.s mdm woon u very PRETTY.....kekekeke....aniwaezzz i still got another 10 papers my god alot sia...haizz 2mrw no sch so mus chiong lorzz...thn wed MALAY!!! ARGHH i hate it damn it y do i have to take tat bloody paper god i swear its a waste of my god damn time its not as if it will benefit me later on i am jus gona drop it at JC aniwae...ouhhhhaizz wat to do no choice still have to do lorhh....god i dun wan to fail again sia so spoil sia all blue thn got one fuckin red mark down there becuz of MALAY arghh shit sia....hmm afta mye he cum bck YES!! my god 2 weeks without him my life so silent sia i swear my hp so quiet its kinda strange...thn i go vivo wit my frewn frm primary sch...hmmzz thn go out wit him his bday on monday go out wit him on sundae...oh yeah tokin abt it i haven got him his present yet sia...shit i dunno wat to buy for himm oooohhh2 kekekekeke....ohh yea i tink he is reali seroius abt leavin (i am tokin abt merv)
haizz...i reali dun want him to i swear y do a;; good things copme to an end? Hmmm can i do sumtin to make hym change his mind??? i dun tink so bt i will jus hav to wait n c ba...i i reali3 dun want hym 2 go nia...ps if u are reading tis PLZZZ pity me...kekkekeke jj(jus jokin) aid for slow people ahahhahahhaah....bt da part abt me nt wanting him to leave tat is serious...ok..gt to go liaowzz afta MYE or maybe 2mrw i write again c my mood ba kwang3..aitezz bubbuyess to all E1 people make sure u all do well hor! gd lukzz E1 ROXX!!! WOOOHOOO!!! dun 2 stress ok...

PEACE OUT!!!!

MYE omg!!

2007-04-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

yo3!!! wasssupp!! ahahahahah okk i swear its da MYE its givin me a headache n causing my brain to malfunction(i tink i spelt it correctly kekeke...) haizz so many things to do so little time i dun tink i am fully ready...i mean i dun feel ready hahahha....aiya no choice la study lorhh...wat 2 do...dun study later get scolded haizzz.....kwang3 aniwae...i am goin out afta MYE tat is sumtin tat i shud look forward 2...n guess wat? i am choosen for humans feild trip YES!! so is asiah,rasyidah n shahiirah...gosh cant wait 2 go 2 taiwan wit them...bt da sad thing is i am da onli one who has taken the aeroplane be4 my god i dun knw how many times i have enterd tat place i swear i cant even count hahahahaha....hmmm pray i do reali well for my MYE mann if i dun i am dead...haizz so sian lata still need to study duno wat avogardo constant i swear tat guy looks moore like count dracula form sesames street...seriouslyy...god i kept on laughin durin chem jus nw until da teacher didnt knw wat to do she jus joined me n my class became a laughin symphony(again i dun knw if da spellin is rite bt jus play along wit me...) hmm haven meet him yet afta MYE thn i go out i hope...kekekke...my frewnzz wan go vivo i dunno do wat ahh bt i seriously can memorise every single corner in tat damn place i've been there so many times kinda sick of it...bt wat cn i do my frewnzz are all noops neva go be4 so go wit thm laa make thm haappi..aitezz nw i reali need to go n study liowsss i'll write again afta mid years hopefully happi so yeahh

peace out

natzz

Hmmm i wonderr....

2007-04-02T04:35:00.000-07:00

hmmm...SYF i wonder if we are able to get a bronze...i dunt tink its impossible...well we all put in our best for the play itself i reali hope we do welll thn we can finali prove the rest who tink we are a slak club wrong i swear they all tink its easy but it is seriously nt...i mean acting may sound easy but u hav to have alot of stamina to be able to handle all the demands..well we will jus hav to wait n anticipate the results..haizz aniwaez i had loads of fun on sundae...hahahah meet joe thn go out wit asiah oso...fun nia...the part i lyk best was in the cinema..omgg!!he is sooo sweeettt n roommantic...i swear i was lyk freezing my ass off in the theater n he was honey u cold huh? thn he let me use his jacket tat he brought bt didnt use...n he hugged me n held my hands soo tightly..gosh i nearly melted i swear...! hmmmm....thn he bought me a bear which was sooo cuute..looks kinda lyk him..ahahahaha!! Omg...i duno y arhh bt i reali do miss him..haizz hmmm...oh yea mid year is reali near...i swear tis year is passing by really fast in no rime its gonna be halff of da god damn year thn mervyn i.e my science tutor is gonna quit afta mid year sob2...dun wan him 2 bt i have no authority to stop him ba....well he makes his decisions on his own...bt one things for sure i am goin to miss him a whole lot i mean lyk hw cn i nt...ok merv if you're reading tis please tis is nt 2 boost your ego so tat u can gloat...i swear..but seriously irs reali fun having him arnd...n its nt tat i dun get good results in the end...i do n i mean good...so still puzzled bt as i said i cant make him change his mind whn it is already set so i hav no choice bt to respect his desicion ba....i tik he'll miss me 2 ;p..hah wink2..oni he will understand tis..kekekeke so merv read tis ahahaha...but please gentle reminder dooo noot gloat whn u c me the next time i swear...hahha...okiezz i gtg people love ya peace out...!!

natzz

Camp was amazing people!!!!

2007-03-12T01:52:00.000-07:00

Yozz people my god the camp at bintan was aaamazingly fun eventhough the accomadation sukd bt the activities and the trainers were great!The firs dae was abit draggy becuz we had to do alot of waiting and travelling....we waited in school,at the ferry terminal in singapore and the ferry terminal at bintan....we had to take a bus from sch to tanah merah thn the ferry for 2 hrs to bintan n another bus to the campsite for another hour....so yea most of us were tired by the time we got to the campsite......bt after we setled in n tried to get used to the fact that we would be sleeping on the floor we gained back our enery....well for my class the first activity was kayaking n sea walking...it was fun kayaking was great bt hard on the arms n sea walkin was fun becuz we all pushed each other into the water wakakakka....thn second dae we had water activities after lunch before that we did rock climbing n team circuit fun ahh bt very physically demanding mus use alot of energy n strenght ba...bt thn the after lunch activity damn suang...we do sailing n BOOM NET...damn syiok orh sailing fun bt scary my frewn tot a stone was a creature tat was reali stupid bt damn funni arhh...thn boom net real fun we jump of the boat syiok i jump 3 times 2 tymes 2nd storey 1 tyme 3rd storey...nw i knw hw it feels to commit suicide man...thn on the third dae we did raftin and hiking...overall i lykd the BOOM NET the most very fun.. trainers were very funny and kinda lame so yeaa overall superb trip will miss the trainers alot....

peace out people

Results are out and they are final

2007-02-26T01:23:00.000-08:00

Hmmmzz the results are out ok i wouldnt sae tat i am very pleased neither would i sae tat i was very dissapointed well i'll breake it down for u guys ok....Well its lyk tis i got 28/50 for my english ok i agree tat is kinda sukky bt its nt tat bad to cum to tink abt it ahhahahah at least i passd bt obviously i'm gonna work extra hard for my mid year and try my best to score a distinction doesnt nessecarily hav to be a1 an a2 would do jus fine....hehehe....ok nw maths ok i'll start wit Add maths ok didnt do too well onli got 33/50 quite disapointed cuz i made alot of careless mistakes so yea bt my overall was still ok so nt tat bad got B3 bt i knw i can do beta...thn E.maths was ok lahh i got 42/50 oni....haizzzz i sae tis becuz the mistakes i made were 2 careless ones so yea i dunno wats up bt i jus seem to make alot of careless mistakes....aniwaezzz still hapi becuz i gt A1 for my overall wooohoo!! ahahhaha....ok physics darn it i didnt do tat well got 33/50 oso bt my overall was an A1 so yea still smilin bt i hav to buck up tats for sure....hmmmzz ok chemistry wasnt tat bad 4th in class 39.5/50 overall A1 wooohooo!!!! taats 3 bt i failed mt by 3 marks so yea n i got i tink a B3 for my humanities so yea nt too bad yah....hehehehe oh yeah forgaot guess wat elephant got an A for her maths hehhheh damn i'm happi for her she owes me one mann ahahahahha relaxx ele jus joking dun cry wakakakaka aitezz tats all i got peace peole keep on laughin ok laushin is the best wae to release stress wakakakkakaka....!

How do u know wat is sweet when u havent tasted the bitter?

2007-02-17T19:08:00.000-08:00

Life is never fair....is tis true? Well i duno myself wahahahha....gosh i am soo tired no matter how many hours of sleep i get i still so damn tired wakakkaka.....the more i sleep the more tired i get....hehehehe i'm such a lazi bum...but it cant be helped becuz i get up at 5 every single damn dae whn there is school so its time i paid back all the hours of sleep tat i lost hehehehehe.....aniwaezzgonna watch NORBIT tomorrow wiut tortoise n elephant rhino and birdy cant make it they've got sumtin on so its jus the three of us wakakakkakakaka...dun tink anithin can seperate us we're so close damn its lyk wherever we go we're alwaes together u hardly see us witout each other....hehehe oh yea be4 common test iarnd 1 mnth be4 commom test i was teachin elephant cuz her maths was 'marvellous' ahahahha and guess wat she finalli pass her class test 2 test sumore nw we jus have to wait for common test results if she passes tat means i am a good teacher wooohooo!! ahahahaha also it is her own effort ba hehehehe....cant giv all the credit to me as she to put in efford hmmmzz...do u tink wat i saed in the tittle is ture? if yes Y? i'm nt sayin i dun tink its true jus wanna knw y u people tink it is niwaezz to dani happi 4 u go enjoy yrself n NJC ok wont be able to meet u ani time soon so take care ok luv ya......

CNY break is finalli here oh yeah

2007-02-15T23:06:00.000-08:00

Heyzz little did i knw tat 3e1 is so supportive of sch activities seriously al of us were lyk decorating the class with so much effort todae kinda wierd n hard to believe.....but we did it aniwaeezzz n becuzz asiah n the rest of FL were in da hamper making competition i was alone as in witout thm in class todae kinda sianzz but still ok arh...Cheryl damn funni sia she want to hand sum paper string stuff that syaf made thn she climb the chair thn the chair shake thn Hong Sheng go n shake more she scream lyk siow thn jump off it n keep on laughin n scoldin Hong Sheng wahahhahaha....oh yea coommon test over lerhzz duno hw i will do but i will jus have to wait n see already knw tat i failed MT wahahhahahah not surprised have neveer been good at MT in my life suxed at it i cant even speak it properly i itnk my mandrin is much better thn my malay man but the sad thing is i can onli speak mandrin i cant write it hmmmmm......i cant take a third langue cuz u have to rok at MT to do so so yea.....haizzz my CNY break issnt actuali a breaki have tons of work to do mann cant stand it damn teachers suk they giv so much workto do wth...i oni sae its a break cuz i get to sleep in tat is wat i want hav been sleepin so late these daes i dunno whn i will finnlai cum crashing down....alot of people sae tat i look as if i am gona dissapear ani moment if u knw wat i mean so yea...ok i tink tats all tat happened oh yea wats yr take on tis Love is to be treasured frm nw till forever bt wat if u get bored thn wat will u do?

a long break wat hell sec 3 life can be my oh my

2007-02-15T02:06:00.000-08:00

Yopeople havent been here for quite sometime lerzz....i've been too damn busi to even sleep these daes todae is an exception commen test finali over and done with soo i am takin a break for a dae no harm done rite?? Guess not niwaezz dun tink CNY is gonna be a holidae for pupils in adss upper sec pupils tat is especialli 3E1 teachers have given us alot of assignments i wonder how i am gonna finish them....dun tink elephant,birdy,rhino n tortoise would be able to finish them either oh yea the animals are my frewndzzz